i dunno la...really...haizzz...

smetimes i really pity her...but tt doesnt mean tt i agree tt she shld stay on...i tink e boss had been giving her way 2 much chance...ok she's not as bad as L...but...she's a bigger muddlehead den any o us...& tt cld really get on e nerves o every1...

& i really 1ed 2 jump on her once...e only gd tt she cld redeem herself is her IT knowledge...but currently e connection here sucks & nth much cld b done & it sort o diminish her role even more given tt she cant solve e problem...

i dunno if she's given 2 much things 2 do or not...

like me, when i've 2 many things 2 handle i miss out details...

i really dunno...she always say she knows, she will do it...etc...but in e end things not done...& others r fretting over it...& when e boss tells her she say she'll improve...haizz..it's been once 2 many times oredi loh...

e 2 yrs tt i've been here...she has not handled things as well as wat she's supposed 2...i cant say she sucks but she's not doing e best o jobs...i wonder if she realises it...

i really hope tt she look 4 sth else...cos it's really not her forte here...

i can understd their hostility...& e gossiping...i did e same when L was such a pain in my ass...

i dunno la...i tink it's really time she look 4 sth else...i hope e boss had done sth...else it's putting a strain on others...

when i heard tt e boss wld b giving both her & me an extra half/1 day off cos o our involvemt in special proj, i smehow felt tt e measuremt yardstick was broken...

she worked hard....but it's cos she was not organised enough 2 complete e things...i worked hard cos there was so much 2 do...i dunno mayb i dunno wat she had done...

althought e extra time-off can never compensate 4 e amt o time tt i put in, it sort o gave recognition 2 e work tt i've done....it's supposed 2 b reflected in e appraisal, & appraisal is linked 2 wage increment!!!

i hope i get due recognition...

felt e tremours on wed...kind o scary...& we knew smrt was doing sme constructions...1st tot nichol highway...e trembling lasted 4 quite sme time...felt it again ytd...e ans tt e management gave:

"LTA engineer has clarify that the vibration comes from the vibration roller from the National Library as they are carrying out some road works over at our carpark entrance.

There is no need for any evacuation.

In any case of emergency that requires a total evacuation, our building fire alarm bell will sound continues. Upon hearing that then an evacuation is require.

We will follow up closely with our surrounding contractors on their activities."


i'm feeling e tremblings now again...but e roller machine is not moving at all.....hmmm...

i dun 1 2 die ah....not cos o sme stupid construction...

i can finally sit down 2 a proper meal...ahhhh....it feels really wonderful...

but i guess it will only last no more den a wk...cross my fingers...

i'm starting 2 get e jitters even b4 it starts...

i guess all women r e same...i guess it's e hormones...i guess we feel loneliness more emotionally...

finally...i sort o got sme reprievation...

ytd's mtg...finally finally...Prof E...he finally said e golden words...not outright, but definitely e message was out...

at least pple recognise e hardship & hardwork...i hope i get due recognition (in monetary forms i hope..)

fact 1: i hate chain-mail, so i'm not playing e blog tagging game ;p

Colic G:

now i know who e smartest is...now den i know...really v late...so tis is wat life is...really v naive...shld 've trusted tt nagging feeling in my heart...dogs tt dun bark really is e scariest...y didnt i get it when u told me...