penang???

ur penang trip had been postponed 4 so long....fr late nov to now still have not gone up...i dunno if it's gd tt ur trip was postponed....at least i got 2 celebrate so many holidays & special days wif u....my bday, ur bday, x'mas & mayb new yr 2....

dun kp worrying abt me k? i'll b ok! i promise!

dun get 2 stressed out....dun neglect ur body!

jia u dear!

it's e end o e yr...

last wk e ed came down 2 have mtg wif us...an annual event...we usu start off wif e latest news (which o cos was abt nkf) den an "ice-breaking" session den on wat nx yr was gg 2 b....

tis yr, ice-breaking qn was wat was1 thing which u've learnt in tis yr and how it affect u...

i was quite caught cos i haven really tot abt it....tis yr i stopped a lot o my activities cos o a strained ligament...i didnt do much things...

when it was my turn 2 share, e 1st thing tt came 2 my mind was diving...tt was e 1 thing which i learnt tis yr...it brought me into another world, & it brought sme1 special into my life 2....

actually i 1ed 2 write much much more but now no mood 2 really blog...in office, only me, G & boss in...every1 else on leave....

no1 on msn also...all on leave except 4 nee, who also took 1/2 day....

bored....

gift xchange...

2005.12.26 Nee's place i gave puzzle to tcc, tcc gave XXX to nee, nee gave music box to chris, chris gave lip gloss to juan, juan gave soap & bookmark to me. swing gave earrings to zhen, zhen gave slippers to swing.

x'mas gift xchange...

1st yr at NYDC HV swing gave x'mas stocking to chris, chris gave photo frame & chocolate to tcc, tcc gave socks to zhen, zhen gave HP strip to juan, juan gave towel to me, me gave pens & holder to swing. nee & ling exchange (ling didnt turn up) 2nd yr at Esplanade swing gave XXX to zhen, zhen gave lipbalm to me, me gave sushi candy & photo frame to nee, nee gave earring & water bottle to juan, juan gave XXX to swing. chris & tcc exchange wrist rest. 3rd yr at swing's place, swing gave nail polish to me, me gave cushion to tcc, tcc gave earrings to juan, juan gave XXX to chris, chris gave XXX to nee, nee gave pants to zhen, zhen gave XXX to swing.

pls fill in e XXX for me.....

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

i hoped u had a great bday....i had 2 heart attacks during my stay in ur home...=) pleasant suprises....i'm so glad we talked so much....=) thk u dear....

DYM...TTM...

i dunno if it's cos o DYM.....'ve been tinking or rather trying v hard hard not 2 tink....i dunno....i dun 1 2 tink....rite or wrong....m i doing wat i 1 2 do....or juz 4 e sake o things....haizzz....i dunno....i feel so bad smetimes....i dunno y i'm so irritated....i dunno y....i dun understd....i dun even know how 2 put it into words....i dun....haizzz....

2 free i guess....i dunno wat i'm doing....i'm never tinking abt wat i'm doing....

do i even 1 2 tink????i dun tink so....haizzz....

desaru....it was a gd memory.....

i've been 1ing 2 ask....& i've ask b4....r u e same as me....doing & tinking e way tt shld b.....not e way tt it is????

settling down????not wat i'm tinking o....definitely not in ur agenda....dun pacify me....dun say all these things....pls dun....pls.....

m i acting???m i juz trying 2 b on equal grds???

dun continue juz becos o all e words.....dun continue juz becos u've started.....

mayb i'm juz waiting 4 u 2 throw in e towel 1st....mayb i juz dun 1 2 b e 1....mayb.....

i'm so lousy....

grieve...take ur time...

she broke down e moment she spoke...i was a bit taken aback by e sudden death o her friend...i tot she was oredi in UK wif her bf...happily ever after...but....i didnt know how 2 console her...i'm bad at it...i juz listened & gently comforted her wif a pat on e bk, letting her know tt i'm listening...

dun blame urself 4 not spending enough time...dun blame urself 4 not treasuring ur loved 1s when they r ard...

b comforted tt she followed her dreams...b comforted tt he was there 4 her...b comforted tt she had probably left her pains behind...

take time 2 grieve...take time 2 comfort urself....

i dunno how 2 comfort u...but i'm glad 2 b a listening ear...

stupid, tt's e word...

wah lau dunno if she's really tt stupid or juz trying 2 waste time....she shld know tt e completed evaluation forms r wif me!!!!!she saw me sorting them....she's now sorting thro' those which i've discarded cos not completed.....wah lau....stupid....

jigsaw..how many do we have?? 20??

didnt get 2 fly, but we'll do it 2gather smeday! cheer up!

不要紧。。。加油。。。

重读了她的BLOG。。。每次读都会令我很害怕。。。很害怕会发生在自己身上。。。承诺就那么轻浮，那么易破。。。 如果你必须上PENANG，不能陪我过生日，不要紧。。。回来才庆祝LOH。。。不要那么介意。。。不用特别买礼物。。。真的。。。 我知道你在MDC 很不开心。。。我现在很有空了，你可以COMPLAIN ALL U 1！！！ I‘LL B A LISTENING EAR & LEANING SHOULDER 4 U！！！=) 我不知道该怎么解决，只能听你说。。。很多事我都帮不了你。。。听又听不懂。。。SORRY！！！ DEAR，加油 K？ U KNOW U CAN DO IT！

不要一直躲起来。。。

不知道她到底发生了什么事。。。希望她好。。。你以前一直问/责怪自己。。。现在你却一直怪别人。。。一直认为你的家人应该为你着想。。。你有没有为他们想想呢？？？他们也会疲惫，他们也希望能帮你。。。不过你得让大家帮你。。。不要一直躲起来。。。

psc scholar??? my foot...

每个人都叫我不要为了她那种人生气。。。可是她真的不让我喷血她是不会罢休。。。每次对她发脾气，她的REACTION & RATIONALE 是我们蛮不讲理。。。她永远都不觉得是她的问题。。。发完脾气，她还是讲不通。。。有没有人能教教我应该怎么做才好？？？

开始时会觉得不应该对她那么大声，可是不对她大声点她不会听到你的。。。现在我会尽量不要看到她，不要回答她永远那么无聊的问题。。。MY ONLY REPLY：“L， IT’S UNDER U RITE？ PLS DO WATEVER U TINK IS RITE。。。”

THE NX DOOR COLIC STILL SO SMART ASK HER 4 ADVICE ON DOING ANALYSIS！！！I‘VE HAD A LOOK AT E ANALYSIS SHE HAD DONE。。。1 WORD 2 DESCRIBE， NO STANDARD。。。HER ANALYSIS IS FLAWED。。。E BEST ANALYSIS THAT SHE CAN DO IS JUZ DO PERCENTAGES。。。WHICH A SEC SCH STUDENT CAN EASILY HAVE DONE。。。NOT A PSC SCHOLAR DRAWING A SALARY OF AT LEAST 3K。。。

I STILL DUN UNDERSTD Y MY BOSS IS KEEPING HER？？？HAIZZZ。。。PLS GOD， PLS DUN LET ME SUFFER ANYMORE。。。PLS PLS JUZ GET HER OUT O MY LIFE！！！

好久好久没有BLOG了。。。好忙好忙。。。CONFERENCE终于FINISHED了。。。& IT WAS QUITE A SUCESS。。。现在什么都不想做。。。读了其他人的BLOG。。。有很多东西要丢。。。可是我真的很没有心情。。。策划了那么久的CONFERENCE终于圆满结束。。。是又开心又伤心。。。在CLOSING时，看那个POWERPOINT PRESENTATION看到哭。。。不知道怎么形容当时的心情。。。要START ON MY PRIMARY STUDY 了。。。有>1MTH NEVER TOUCH IT。。。OK JUZ FINISHED STREADING ALL E ROUGH PAPER。。。FEELS GOOD。。。STILL A LOT O THINGS 2 CLEAR。。。BUT ALL E BOXES STILL INSIDE E ROOM。。。I CANT MOVE THEM。。。UNDERNEATH A LOT O THINGS。。。

一年就这样过了。。。真的不知道做了些什么。。。

听到她的声音真的令我很反感。。。我只想“SAI”她两巴掌。。。自己的东西不做好还要假厉害帮别人。。。还帮倒忙。。。她的工作已经是最“ENG”，还害大家要帮她做她的事。。。真的看得很不过眼。。。她可以那么逍遥，明天的DEBRIEF，我一定要她吃不了兜着走。。。我不会让她那么轻松。。。

她今天一进办公室就好像很忙。。。她都没有东西要做。。。她真的好厉害“假假”。。。

我最讨厌她每次假惺惺，明明是她份内的工作她却变成是她在帮你。。。她也很厉害把她的责任推给旁人。。。每次她的工作她会叫别人帮她VET，DEN 出事她就说是谁谁VET的，叫她那么做的。。。如果有功劳她就自己领。。。

这次我不让她死到很难看我不会罢休。。。

ACTUALLY A LOT O THINGS 2 COMPLAIN。。。BUT I 1 2 SAY A WORD O THANKS 2 MY OTHER COLICS。。。& TO MY DEAR DEAR。。。I KNOW U R V TIRED ALSO BUT THK U 4 MAKING E EFFORT 2 ACC ME BK HOME。。。=)

bug flying....

e bug's flying ard in my office again...& i'm falling sick....argh....

1 word...tired....

hate....

i'm beginning 2 b like e person i hate.....................................

smetimes, it's not tt i dun 1 2 talk......it's juz never e rite time.......once e issue is over, it's pointless 2 say anything.....i dunno......mayb i shldnt worry or care so much......but it's precisely cos i care so much tt i dun 1 2 say or do anything tt i dun tink it's rite.....haizzzz.....e only word which has bec a comfort.....haizzzz.....trying so hard 2 juz breathe....trying hard not 2 tink too much.....trying hard not 2 b unhappy......trying hard not 2 cry......trying v v hard.....there r a million & 1 pple out there who r worse off den me....but i dun care abt tt.....i juz 1 2 feel gd....i juz 1 2 b happy.....

i juz 1 2 b like b4.....is it juz so hard????

breathe......

haizzzzz....

haizzzzz......tt's e only word which i can say.........so many unhappy things..........so wrong a time......haizzzzzzzz..........

how do i bec happy..............

freaked....

1st sms at 6.45pm, 19 Sep 05
yr attitude reminded me of Jennifers. She quitted her job b4 XXXXXX, too stressful 4 her. But u will stay through, right?

2nd sms at 7.09pm, 19 Sep 05
sometimes, I'm reminded of Sandy, Yee Sian, Mayyi, Jeniffer, and others etc.

3rd sms at 8.17pm, 19 Sep 05
That day, Jeniffer urgently insisted dat I help her write resignation letter. She said HR req 1 mth notice min, by 2pm. I'm around.. 2 serve my bond.

4th sms at 8.55pm, 19 Sep 05
Shuhui & Kathleen had also left within past 12 mths. Somehow, all of them looked very worried just before they left. A strange look on their faces..

5th sms at 10.45pm, 19 Sep 05
Just focus on e earlybird deadline & yr HR deadline. Don't worry abt myself.. My god-mother works as a Snr Mgr at Mediacorp, she can protect me.


wat wld u say she's trying 2 tell me???? i've no HR deadline. e earlybird deadline was on mon & i'm not in charge o registration, earlybird has nth 2 do wif me...She's not serving our company's bond...Jeniffer was e colic who was an RO who left...alll e other names r also colics in our centre who left....

i felt threatened, i felt scared o wat her mental state was....she sounds like a psycho 2 me at least....

beta.....

i've re-written e email courtesy of my Colic G....it looks & reads more professional.....i'm feeling beta after sending tt email......

stupid shit........

i'm sooooooooo upset......it's really not worth it 4 tis person..........but seriously i cannot not get upset...........i took > 1hr drafting an email.........but i must admit e email was filled wif emotion.......i cannot contain my anger.......really.........i juz feel like slapping her..........i've tots o using my tkd moves............i'm getting personal but i juz cant help it.........but i really glad my other colics r helping me..........haizzzzzzzzzzz..........wei shen me hui you zhe zhong xiao ren.........shit.......................

DEAR DEAR，我不想把心里的话写在这里。。。我想亲口跟你说。。。

SHE’S A BIG GIRL OREDI。。。

没有心情工作，SO BLOG LOH。。。

有时觉得很 BAD。。。因为每个人都针对她。。。让我想起了 JC 时的HQ。。。因为他有股味道让大家都不是很喜欢他，不敢接近他。。。刚开始没有人说什么。。。渐渐地，一个人开口，两个人讨论，三个人八卦，全班都有了同样的结论。。。他有股怪味。。。大家开始疏远他，OSTRACIZE 他。。。大家开始把他的所有举动，话，ANYTHING；当做话题来 GOSSIP。。。最后大概一班20个人，不到5个会和他说话。。。毕业后，他当兵。。。听说他TRY TO COMMITT SUICIDE。。。好可怜。。。

我常会想是不是因为JC 时的OSTRACIZING 使他变成这样。。。我常会想是不是我开始的。。。我常会想如果我没有 OSTRACIZE 他，结果会不会不同。。。

现在 L 也是被大家 OSTRACIZE。。。我会觉得很 BAD，很同情她。。。想想办法 REMEDY。。。可是她总是又做出让我很生气，很想扁她的东西。。。

我以尽量不要ADD ANY COMMENTS， 她做了什么我就 COMPLAIN 给HN 听。。。

真的不知道该同情她吗。。。我唯一能做的就是做好自己的工作。。。要和她合作的，我会很明确地交代她，不然就是INVOLVE BOSS 让BOSS让跟她说清楚。。。可是有BOSS EXPLAIN 她还是犯错。。。I GIVE UP REALLY。。。SHE’S A BIG GIRL OREDI。。。I DUN ND 2 SPOONFEED HER。。。I DUN 1 2 SWEEP HER SHIT 4 HER。。。ARGHHHH。。。。

希望她会开窍。。。

她和他心地都不错吧。。。可是SOMEHOW 他们就是KEEP STEPPING ON PPLE’S TOES。。。

NO CHOICE。。。THEY JUZ ‘VE 2 LEARN IT E HARD WAY I GUESS。。。

一山比一山高。。。

昨天的MEETING让我更想扁人。。。一个比L还要欠扁的！！！不，应该是两个很欠扁的。。。她们的态度真的让我很怀疑为什么她们能爬得那么高！！！真得是一山比一山高，一扁比一扁扁。。。

scary!!!!

if u can enlarge e pic, u'll c e woman staring rite at e photographer!!! initially we were only caught by e "pei yong jun" pic, when i uploaded, tt woman stood out, i had a closer look....can really c e face....scary!!!!

look at e lady behind...eerie....

diff frequency....

有时真的很讨厌她的口吻。。。OK GOT UR PT，U DUN ‘VE 2 GO ON & ON。。。HAIZZZZZ。。。跟你有点DIFF FREQUENCY 吧。。。有时会觉得为什么没有人说你工作乱。。。你明明就很 DISORGANISED 。。。每次MEETING 我都找不到ANNEX。。。我会想是不是我太嫌东嫌西。。。BUT REALLY LOH。。。很难找到！！！MAYB 因为很迟才交ANNEX 给你BUT SMEHOW U SHLD MANAGE IT MAH。。。AIYA 算了。。。CONC ON MY MINS。。。

一个回忆 part 1。。

梦见了他。。。顿时让我有点不知所措。。。为什么会梦见他。。。可是他的出现让我更确定我的选择。。。=)

Who needs marriage?

Been 1ing 2 blog abt e articles in today but never had time 2 do it...now it's summarised...i've more 2 elaborate but below's quite interesting enough....if u've e time, go look at e archives o e articles mentioned below....they made my blood boil everytime i tink abt wat they wrote!!! call me a feminist anything but seriously, MAN dun blame everything on nature....

anyway my pt is if u feel tt marriage is not 4 u den dun get married!!! b it 4 man or 4 woman!!! if u cant stay by e vows den dun...dun get married juz so tt u can legally 've sex...period.

TODAY 6 Sept 2005
Who needs marriage?
Yvonne Lim Voices editor

WERE readers' suggestions taken seriously, bridal salons must have had a nervous couple of weeks.

First, there was a reader's call for couples to do away with all that marriage nonsense and settle for living together — uncomplicated, no strings attached.

Then, others asked: Why not let people keep as many spouses as they want?

Cohabitation or polygamy — is either the answer to rising divorce rates and unfaithful spouses? Readers' letters that poured in ever since this paper ran the tale of Mrs Tan and her cheating husband ("Stay away from my husband, you hear!", Aug 19), were a remarkable reflection of Singaporeans' attitudes toward the institution of marriage.

They ranged from the wholly disillusioned and bitter to the practical "realists" and the moralists and idealists.

The debate began as a who's-to-blame game, with some like Valerie Cheong Soke Yan castigating letter-writer Mrs Lam who implied that if a wife couldn't hold on to her man — well, it was her fault.

Cheong responded: "I find it extremely shocking that the woman should shoulder complete blame if her husband philanders. Also, the very idea of a woman submitting to her man's every need makes me shake my head in disgust.

"An interesting perspective was offered by T M Tan, who said: "I know a woman who has been cheating on her husband for a year. Her husband treats her with kid-gloves, takes care of her every material need, but unfortunately, he's a doormat and, erm, an unskilled lover. Now I wonder, would he, like Mrs Lam, blame himself? More likely, he would bay for blood … cut off her credit cards, change the lock and send her back to her parents in disgrace."

But the real fireworks started when reader Wilson Wong suggested (Aug 23) that marriage be replaced with a cohabitation contract, because straying is in man's very nature and marriage does nothing for men, only for women.

In a blatantly sarcastic dig at this, Venee Rift proposed a radical "beehive" model of society, in which the queen and female bees matter and the males are expendable.

"On the same terms that women should no longer expect men to maintain a marriage, men should also no longer be required to care for their offspring nor, in return, should they request that their children provide for them when they are old.

"Under a cohabitation contract, the male should not be expected to care for the female he fertilises. Society instead should enable the women to care for herself … The cohabitation contract should endow the woman with the right to "put away" her husband if she no longer needs him, and provide her with a maid and nanny to enable her to fulfil her role as a working mother. Single women should be allowed to own houses upon maturity (21 years of age) and artificial insemination for single women should be legalised."

Seetha Sharma said: "Let's abolish marriage and replace it with cohabitation contracts. Then we don't have to put up with your families and do your washing and cooking. Most importantly, we won't have to bear your children.

"I wonder why Mr Wong's friends don't want to leave their marriages, if there is "nothing to recommend marriage to a man"… The truth is that men gain a lot from marriage — a free cook, maid, child bearer, sex partner and, in many cases, extra cash as most women work nowadays. Why would a man walk away from all this?"

Tan Chor Hoong saluted Wong for "putting the issue squarely on the table, because whether we decide to talk about it or not, the problem of straying spouses is prevalent". She added: "Recently, I asked a male friend, a habitual womaniser: 'Would you forgive and forget if your wife has a boyfriend ?' His immediate reaction was: 'I see no reason why she'd do that … I am able to satisfy her needs in every way.'

"He was visibly perturbed, hemming and hawing, red-faced ... This reveals a few things. Firstly, he had never given that issue any thought before. Secondly, he was embarrassed by even the thought of it. And finally, it was clear he was not going to grant a 'forgive-and-forget' blank check!"

Michael Yap, however, was all for Wong's idea, arguing: "It is not strange that girls cheat on their husbands too. Loyalty is no longer the key to marriage … Humans would resort to other means that revives the spark. Particularly if the woman goes out of shape (after giving birth) or is the spoilt-brat kind that likes to nag."

Yong Teck Meng spoke up for his men friends who stayed true to their families, despite temptations faced on business trips. "Given a second chance, they would all marry the same person again. So you see Mr Wong, your group of friends is not representative of all men," he added.

"For many people, sex is not just physical. If sex is all about doing it with the winners of beauty pageants, then there should be no couples that can stay together till old age. You mentioned that the shape of a woman changes after childbirth, but surely you are not Adonis all your life?

"Men (or women) who stray are simply people who forget that they have given their word to another person, to love her for good or for worse, in illness or in health, for richer or poorer, till death do them part. Temptations and problems will always be there in any marriage, or for that matter, any relationship. Do not blame nature for acts that are simply irresponsibility and immaturity at work," Yong concluded.

The same phrases — respecting sacred vows, making compromises, that it takes "two hands to clap", that marriage is a choice — cropped up in the many letters from readers who believed firmly in the old-fashioned ideals of marriage, and that a promise is forever.

On those same lines, some reacted with horror to Lim Thiam Poh's suggestion to "Stem divorce with polygamy" (Sept 2), which argued for accommodating men's "straying" tendencies in the multiple-spouse family unit.

But predictably, also, several readers retorted that if it were made legal for all men, then all women should likewise enjoy the freedom to marry multiple husbands. Others — including Muslim wife Haslinda Shamsudin (Sept 5) — pointed out that polygamy did not solve the problem of egos, jealousies, emotions and divided attention.

As Michael Loh Yik Ming asserted, the main challenge to marriage today isn't about philandering genes or how many spouses one could have — but the modern notion of equality. "How can a couple survive to their golden years together when they are constantly at loggerheads as to who is more correct in family decisions?

"When all is said and done, one real concern that arose out of the whole debate still remains unanswered: If and when things go wrong, do men walk away from the marriage with a raw deal, no thanks to local laws that dictate the paying of maintenance and the splitting of matrimonial property?

Wong Hoong Hooi ("Marriage? Laws are a raw deal for men", Aug 26) and Jimmy Ho Kwok Koong ("Women win, men lose", Aug 30) made a convincing case for this, which prompted Y L Chan to urge for a review of the laws, "otherwise, the judges' hands are tied".

一个回忆。。。

看到他真的有一点意外。。。没有很大的反应因为来不及反应。。。发型变了。。。有点认不得他。。。从他的眼神看到他认得我。。。没来得及对他微笑。。。谢谢你给我的记忆。。。欢迎你回来。。。希望你很好。。。

Little vampire...

Aftermath....

Potluck time at RNO again...

Walk walk walk...

Walk for the Children 2005

super-glue on her chair....

好久没 blog了。。。好忙。。。sudden influx o work。。。more projects parked with me...& i've 2 cover a lot o her work at e same time...i dunno if i'm stupid or not 2 cover 4 her...HS was so angry juz now at lunch...she complained abt L...i didnt know she was storing up all these frustrations...i tot i was e 1 who was not managing L well...i was stupid 2 do alot o e things when in fact it was L's work...i juz didnt 1 her 2 mess up things 4 me....& i dun 1 2 waste my time explaining things 2 her & in e end she does it wrongly again...she always tink abt all e irrelevant things...she always go ard in circles...ok in a gd way, she trying 2 tink o all e possible problems tt cld come up...but seriously, b4 u can care abt all e rest o e stuff, isnt it beta tt ur 份内的事以搞定???

haizzz...HS said if she left 1 day it must b cos o L...it was rather sad 2 hear tt...leaving bcos o sme1 so incompetent...i dunno...mayb if i can tolerate L no longer i might resort 2 tt 2...but at tis pt in time i've no wish 2 leave my job bcos o her...if i were 2 leave, it wld b tt i dun like my job annymore or tt i've found sme other beta work opportunity...not bcos o any1....i hope...

i was contemplating talking 2 L....trying 2 make her understd e problems tt we face when we work wif her....but everytime i c her, i juz cant control my emotions...i juz feel like "扁-ing" her!!!

juz cant seem 2 std her...dunno if S is doing anything or not...mayb it's like nee's x-boss : even though she knew A not competent but she still kp her...it's beta 2 kp a 烂的手 den 没有手...L has been wif e conference planning fr e start....quite a fair bit o things were parked wif her...at tis pt in time it'll b v bad if nd 2 train sme1 2 take over her job & every1 has a huge portfolio oredi...

it feels great 2 complain...it feels gd 2 know tt i'm not e only 1 suffering...it feels gd 2 know tt it's not cos o my own incompetence tt i'm not able 2 manage her...it feels great 2 c HN joke abt bashing her up, putting snake in her drawer, putting super-glue on her chair...hahahaaa....it's funny 2 c how frustrated she can make pple...at e same time i pity her...i dunno if she's doin all these things purposedly (so tt she can get away fr doing all e work while still remain employed...) or whether she's really like tt...HS say she's not gg 2 give her e benefit o e doubt cos she tinks L is doin it purposedly...L is in fact a PSC scholar...how dumb can she b??? she's oredi 30...it's not her 1st job...she shld b able 2 do alot more...

haiya...enough complaining o her....but she's a great topic o discussion anyway...

照一照。。。

去了3次的针灸。。。没有多大的改善。。。有点灰心。。。昨天的医师叫我去照一照，看看是否“压到神经。。。”

HAIZZZZ。。。

决定去照看看到底发生了什么事。。。快点好，好不好。。。

体温。。。

Fr Yollev...

"我只是觉得能握住自己心爱人的手， 感觉他的温度… 我就是觉得那是一种幸福… 我觉得那种感觉很美妙…"

说的很好。。。那就是他给我的感觉。。。那就是我想告诉他的。。。感觉你的体温。。。那是个很好的FEEL。。。一种不能解释的FEEL。。。=)

most interesting topic...

bad habits die hard i guess...i understd ur pts...but...i dun like it tt i nd 2 complain abt her...i hate it tt my topics only revolve ard her...i hate it tt she's making me feel angry, upset...i hate my gossiping...

but...i've no other topics 2 talk abt...my life is juz so empty...nth 2 do everyday other den work...den bf or else it's home...no activities 4 a mth oredi...he's busy...i dun 1 2 bother him...i cant do my usu activities...i dunno wat 2 do...there's nth 2 talk abt...

she's e most interesting topic i guess...& i guess i enjoy e fact tt i'm not e only 1 suffering...

y has life bec so pathetic 4 me??? i dun c my usu pple anymore cos i cant share in e activities...i dun get 2 do things i like...i can only gossip & complain...& e only pple i get 2 complain 2 r my colics, HN & JJ...& e only topic is her...

i hate it tt i'm not doin more...

i hate it tt i kp tinking abt e things i dun 've...i dun tink abt wat i've...

haizzz...

when can i get bk 2 things i 1 2 do...wat did i used 2 do b4 all e activities???i dun even rememb...

pathetic...

真的很讨厌她。。。明明是她的工作为什么要我们做？？？OK， OFFICE 是大家的，BUT HOW MANY CALLS ARE FOR US？？？ EXCLUDING E SOCIAL WORKERS LAH。。

她的太极拳打得太好了。。。我的也不赖。。。

沉脉。。。

脉位低沉，轻取不应指，重按始得的脉象。沉脉主里证。因病邪郁于里，气血内困，则脉沉而有力，为里实证；若脏腑虚弱，气血不充，脉气鼓动乏力，则脉沉而无力，为里虚证。沉脉须与近似脉伏脉相区别，沉脉与伏脉都位于皮下深部，需重按触及，但沉脉部位近于筋骨，在肌肉中部，跳动均匀，而伏脉必须推筋着骨始得。沉脉与浮脉为相反的脉象。临床上沉脉常同数、迟、滑、弦、虚、缓等脉兼见。

zhen jiu....

ST 14 Aug 2005

Take life as it comes, with its 'etc etc etc'
By Catherine Lim Suat Hong

WHEN she was 28, doctors told her she would not live to see her 30th birthday.

She's battled cancer three times. Just over a year ago, she gave birth to a baby girl with her, in her own words, 'handsome, younger Thai husband'. Marica is Australian and 41 years old.

Her family includes two children from her husband's previous marriage and her husband's 17-year-old nephew. He had turned up on their doorstep one day with nothing more than the clothes on his back.

About a month ago, her father- in-law was hospitalised and her mother-in-law came to live with them. He was carrying two jackfruits on his motorbike when he lost his balance and crashed. As
Marica recounts this story to me, she tells her smiling baby daughter: 'Yes, grandpapa has to stay in the hospital, maybe for a year.'

Life happens. There is a more colourful four-letter word that people use when bad things happen. But the word s*** does not convey the matter-of-fact tone that Marica uses when she tells me her life story.

She says that she moved to Thailand because it is a Buddhist country. More importantly, she had felt out of sync in Australia where life was, as she described it, compartmentalised into 'work, family and miscellaneous'.

There is no such demarcation in the life she leads now in Chiang Mai. Life is all encompassing; work is family.

Marica runs a cafe with her husband on a sidewalk leading to a well-known temple in Chiang Mai. It serves fruit juices that are said to promote mental and physical well-being.

The cafe also serves Thai-grown coffee and there is a tap where passers-by can help themselves to drinking water if they are thirsty.

The couple have another business in herbal and floral soaps and toiletries. They have a small sampling at the cafe.

They are not rich. They get by. The nephew helps out at the cafe. He is not book-smart, so they hope they can find him some vocational training which they can afford or maybe get him apprenticed into a trade. For the time being, he goes to a school at a temple where education is subsidised.

There is also a 20-something girl working at the cafe. She is an orphan. When they first decided to employ her, they had to pay her wages in advance so that she could pay for food and lodgings. Now, she is included in family celebrations. Marica's daughter adores her.

There is a homeless man who hangs out near the cafe. The family gives him fruits and he helps to carry the baskets of fruits and rubbish.

There is also an informal 'tuk tuk' terminal near the cafe where the drivers often gather. Marica seems to know them all.

Occasionally, she visits a home for abandoned infants which is run by Buddhist nuns. When I mention to her that I have visited a spa that is just a few doors away from her cafe, she says that she knows the owners. She tells me that if I had dropped in for coffee before the spa visit, she could have given me a 500-baht (S$20) discount voucher. 'Mai Pen Rai' or 'never mind', as the Thais would say.

So this is what Marica means by Work is Family is Miscellaneous or as the King in the King and I would say, 'etc etc etc'. Life is holistic, spiritual and compassionate.

I met Marica on my last day in Chiang Mai when I was killing time before leaving for the airport.
I chose her cafe because her husband had greeted me warmly when I passed by a few days earlier.

I don't think that Marica could have anticipated all that has happened to her since she left Australia for Thailand.

But when you have beaten death, isn't it a blessing that you are still alive and can deal with life and its 'etc etc etc'?

E-mail your comments to suathonglim@yahoo.com.sg

等了3天。。。

她一问我，眼泪就不听使唤的流。。。

“他的父母能接受MEH？？？”

“你要做好心理准备。。。”

很伤心。。。可能就是这样不想把你的身份公开给家人。。。还没真正了解，他们以下了定论。。。很DISAPPOINTED。。。

我有想过。。。是很难。。。是会很伤心。。。不过我也很快乐。。。很幸福。。。那不就够了吗？？？

我并不想为了证明而去爱。。。我直想因为爱你而爱你。。。不知道这样是不是很傻。。。

好慌张的他。。。

我第一次带他回家。。。他很犹豫。。。他好紧张。。。他好慌张。。。他流了满身汗。。。哈哈哈。。。第一次看到他那么不知所措。。。快到门口他又折回。。。

“TELL ME HOW MANY PPLE INSIDE。。。”哈哈哈。。。好像飞虎队。。。哈哈哈。。。一想到昨天我真的觉得好好笑。。。

我也不知道为什么会决定带你去。。。没什么大不了吧。。。可能是觉得很过意不去吧。。。

我觉得很不舒服 AFTER I SAID：“BECOS I CANT TELL THEM E PRESENT IS FROM YOU。。。”

你很大方的说没关系。。。可我不能。。。我觉得对你很不公平。。。可能就是这样，当你说你想去时，我犹豫了。。。SMS了姐姐想GET A CONFIRMATION FROM HER。。。可是等了很久她都没REPLY。。。所以我才一直看HP。。。最后在BUS上问你要不要去。。。

是开心吧。。。我很开心终于你能“见光”了。。。

Don't be dumb, be cerebrally unwilling.....

Aug 7, 2005 ST

Don't be dumb, be cerebrally unwilling
By David Grimes

A GROUP of British teachers has proposed banning the word 'fail' from the classroom and replacing it with 'deferred success' to avoid demoralising students.

I have always believed in protecting the delicate psyches of today's students as much as possible so that they will be emotionally ready to pursue careers in lawn-mowing, cheeseburger-wrapping or whatever other employment opportunity avails itself in tomorrow's economy.

I was never a particularly good student and I firmly believe it was the insensitive criticism I received from my teachers that steered me into my present dead-end job and a desk downwind from the newsroom refrigerator. For example, my high-school maths teacher wrote in my yearbook: 'Most likely to succeed in a job that does not involve numbers.'

This wouldn't have been too traumatic if my English teacher had not written: 'Most likely to succeed in a job that does not involve words.'

So you see that it's important to choose your words carefully when addressing underperforming students lest they end up in their underwear at home churning out nonsensical columns for obscure newspapers while their small, disobedient dogs helpfully befoul the living room carpet.

I agree with the British teachers that the word 'fail' has no place in modern classrooms, even if we are talking about students whose main academic credentials basically consist of initiating food fights in the school cafeteria. For example, you should not refer to such students as 'troublemakers' but as 'obedience-challenged'.

Students who routinely skip school so that they can drive around smoking pot with their friends should not be categorised as 'delinquents' but rather as 'alternatively occupied'.

Students who are too stupid - excuse me, 'distracted' - to remember to write their names at the top of their test papers should not be belittled.

Better to criticise the ones who do remember as 'overachievers'.

Students who pretend to be reading while they are face-down on their desks should not be called 'lazy' or 'dead to the world' but rather 'consciousness-averse'.

Of course, our new linguistic sensitivity should not apply to students only. For example, when our commander and chief says, 'Border relations between Canada and Mexico have never been better,' we should not refer to him as someone who has the geography skills of warm tapioca but rather as someone who is 'border-diffused'.

We'll all be just as dumb - excuse me, 'cerebrally unwilling' - as before, but we'll sound a lot smarter. \-- New York Times

hao ke ai de gui gui...

yao shang lu le....na guai zhang...

da zhuo...xiu xi xiu xi....

crawling....so much work how 2 finish???

Gui Gui & Mr Incredible....

Gui Gui & Westlife Bear....

Gui Gui's 1st day at work...

HS bday celebration...

wah seh not bad pose...

chimneying KJ...

KL trip...at sheraton...

lovely2....

lovely...

nice....

stop....

i've stop all my activities.....bored......dunno wat 2 do after work each day.....it's been only 1 week....haizzz.....i keep 4getting 2 take e medication & applying e gel.....dunno when i'll recover fully....really dunno wat 2 do.....haizzzz

当你孤单你会想起谁 - 张栋梁

你的心情总在飞
什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑,人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回
music
你的心情总在飞,什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰,你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑,人总要离别,
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对,
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲,只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回

listening 2 tis song i smetimes wonder if i'm such a person 2....afraid 2 b alone...finding all sorts o activities 2 keep myself occupied....i tink so....sounds really pathetic.....

如何打動妳的心???

http://www.min.com.tw/wish/test/view.asp?messageid=88

心測主題 : 如何打動妳的心?

心測問題 :
有一天，妳有一個機會回到伊甸園，拯救了差點嚐到毒果的夏娃，夏娃為了感謝妳的救命之恩，慷慨送妳一種動物作為紀念，妳會選哪一種？

鹿 , 馬 , 牛 , 狗 , 蛇 , 獅子................
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你的選擇結果：

鹿 : 如果對方能夠真誠深情的對待妳，默默的對妳表示出關心與體貼，就是最能打動妳的方式。

馬 : 想要追求妳的人，除了能夠對妳表達愛意之外，若還能夠在某一方面表現出特別的才華或是成就，或是在團體之中相當突出，會令妳傾心不已。

牛 : 若對方能夠對妳有耐心，一直堅持而不放棄的追求妳，成功對他來說是一件輕而易舉的事。

狗 : 如果對方可以像朋友一樣的讓妳信任，沒有防備，不論是妳傷心或快樂時都能夠陪伴著妳，做最佳聽眾，讓妳可以自在的對他傾吐心事，很有可能贏得妳的心哦！

蛇 : 對方若對妳忽冷忽熱，若即若離，讓妳捉摸不清他真正的心意，會讓妳無法抗拒他的追求，使妳身陷情網。

獅子 : 妳希望要追求妳的人能夠大膽而熱情，直接熱烈的對妳表白，甚至是在公開的場合送上一大束玫瑰，可會令妳無法拒絕哦！

指纹算命。。。

http://www.min.com.tw/freefate/finger/index.asp

属性类型
樂觀進取型


个性分析
1. 聰明樂觀，崇高的道德觀念。
2. 對於藝術.美學有粉好的鑑賞能力。
3. 心胸開闊，花錢慷慨大方。
4. 有良好的社交，但有時仍感寂寞。
5. 對性有強烈的慾望。
　

运势解析　
1. 你是個長壽的人唷。
2. 遇挫折常逢凶化吉。
3. 少年時儘量遠離家鄉奮鬥。
4. 工作常常變動。
5. 與孩子的緣份薄。
　 　

婚姻解析　
1. 你的性關係不錯，但為了避免離婚儘量晚婚較好。
2. 適合經由向親找為來的一半，成功的機率會比較高，婚姻也比較美滿。
　

您适合的职业　
1. 會計人員。
2. 文字工作者。
3. 財務.稅務人員。
4. 高價值的珠寶事業。
5. 體育.建築業。 　
　

健康上，应多注意的部位　
1. 血液循環器官
2. 腎臟.眼睛.心臟.肝臟
　

运势结论　
你適合做一位幕僚人員，沒有能力做領導階級的職位。 喜歡與眾多的異性來往，如此一來會使你的性關係較複雜。

三天两夜吉隆坡游。。。

5年后不知道会怎样。。。谢谢你所说的一切。。。不想想。。。

我只感觉到你的温暖。。。只感觉到自己心跳得很特别。。。

I’M ALWAYS HAPPY WIF U ARD。。。重点不是地方，是人。。。=)

刚开始有点听不懂你们说的话！！！ 哈哈哈。。。到了后来我讲话被你们影响，都有点马来西亚腔了！！！

哈哈哈。。。NONO 表哥还真好笑。。。阿拉伯王子顺利也很搞笑！！！谢谢你们！！！ =)

remanents...yeeeeeeeeee....

HAPPY BDAY MS YEE....

sea o blue...

1st attempt!!! miracle!!! hahaha

人不为己，天诛地灭

i know i'm bad....but seriously i'm v afraid!!! she's been coughing non-stop 4 at least 3mths oredi!!! & e ventilation in my office is terrible!!! e germs, virus, bacteria, watever things, fly ard & get trapped inside tis small office!!!i'm so afraid o catching it!!!! i juz recovered leh!!! i dun 1 2 fall down under again!!!! pls pls cld u get well or else cld u juz take leave/mc 2 rest??? pls get well & dun pass anything 2 me!!!!PLS LAH!!!!!!!!! i beg u!!!!!

心疼。。。

本来MONDAY AFTER CLIMBING，跟 SWING 谈了之后有点消气了。。。隔天早上5点看到他的简讯，心有点软。。。SMS 了他。。。可是又不知道为什么又生气。。。一直没睡。。。我真的好生气好生气。。。昨天早上还骂了他。。。到了OFFICE，要做PRESENTATION，没时间想。。。忙了一早到了下午他都没SMS 我。。。我想他大概是生我的气因为我用F 来骂他。。。心情很不好不过有WORK 忙。。。气一直都没消。。。

不知怎么的，我们谈到了和他QUARREL 的事。。。和她们谈了谈。。。气消了。。。是自己冲动了点。。。

545。。。下班了。。。我收拾了桌子。。。电话响。。。HK COLIC。。。

“陶吉吉在外面等你。。。”

我有点不知道怎么做。。。关了电脑。。。走到玻璃门。。。他坐在对面。。。手里拿了束花。。。他晒得有点CHAO TA。。。剪了头发。。。他看到我马上站了起来。。。他有点犹豫。。。不敢上前。。。

看到他那很伤心的表情。。。眼眶红红的。。。我好心疼。。。

他把花递给我。。。

“SORRY ANNIE。。。我知道错了。。。”

“哇！！！你CHAO TA 了LEH！！！”

摸了摸他的脸。。。我微微的笑。。。他心头的石头放下了吧。。。

“DEAR。。。”

他抱着我。。。

我们走到BUS STOP。。。上了BUS。。。

握着手。。。我看到他的BRUISED KNUCKLES。。。

“WAT DID U DO？？？HOW COME LIKE TT？？？”

“CAN I DUN SAY？？？”

“CANNOT。。。”

应该很痛吧。。。摸着他受伤的手。。。听到他有点哽咽。。。我真的好心疼。。。

五月天 - 听不到

夜黑夜寂寞的夜里
气生气对自己生气
软弱的电话又打给你
想听你那边的空气有什麽精采的话题
你还是温柔给我婉转的距离
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽大为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽小为何我的真心你听不到
会很会伪装我自己
你不该背我的秘密
沉重都给我微笑给你
奔狂奔空旷的感情
走暴走暴走的伤心
透明的叹息最後还是我的秘密
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽大为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽小为何我的真心你听不到
听不到听不到我的执着扑通扑通一直在跳
直到你有一天能够明了我做得到我做得到
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽大为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽小为何我的真心你听不到

不想为什么。。。

是不是我从来都不发脾气，你就能得寸进尺？？？我没有发脾气不代表我没事。。。我发脾气，你是否很开心？？？为什么要到我发脾气你才会反省？？？面对开心的我很闷吗？？？为什么要让我发脾气？？？正当我开心的时候，为什么要让我发脾气？？？我HIGH 的时候不可以让我HIGH 吗？？？

很不想想。。。越想越气。。。让我本来安排好的WORK都没心情做。。。

矛盾。。。很想你回答。。。可是又不想。。。气死我了。。。

本来。。。

踏进办公室我的心情本来是很 好的。。。因为过了一个虽然有点STRESS 不过很开心的周末。。。很久都没跟家人聊的那么开心了。。。我真的很开心。。。TKD GRADING 也过了。。。本来想跟你分享这份喜悦。。。可你却把我的心情给搞砸了。。。是自己搞砸的吧。。。HAIZZZZZ。。。本来想写篇很快乐的BLOG ENTRY ON TIS WEEKEND。。。

高高的。。。我好痛。。。

我最讨厌的就是不讲信用。。。尤其是把你的希望和期望捧的高高的，然后再把你丢下。。。我很讨厌。。。我知道有时有临时的事。。。可能那件事真的很重要，那你就不要说你会101%做到你答应我的事。。。

我很讨厌。。。不要只是说说而已。。。你让我对你的信心减到我都不想的程度。。。请问你答应真的做的到吗？？？

HAVE I EVER GIVEN U FASLE HOPE B4？？？WLD I PROMISE U ANYTHING IF I’VE NO CONFIDENCE TT I CAN DO IT？？？U KEEP SAYING SORRY。。。& I TOLD U MANY TIMES， SORRY DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING。。。WHEN U’VE STABBED SME1， PULLING OUT E KNIFE OR NOT DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE。。。E WOUND IS THERE。。。THERE’S NTH U CAN DO ABT IT。。。M I UNREASONABLE？？？I JUZ 1 SMETHING V SIMPLE。。。DUN PROMISE ME ANYTHING WHICH U CANT KEEP。。。

I WAS THERE VIDEOING E WHOLE SOLEMNIZATION。。。E WORDS： DO U PROMISE 2 ALWAYS B THERE 4 HIM/HER NO MATTER IF HE/SHE IS SICK ETC。。。THEY SAID：“我会。。。”

FOR SME REASONS I WAS REALLY TOUCHED。。。COS I CANNOT SAY TT WORD 2 ANY1 AS YET。。。COS I CANT PROMISE。。。PROMISE IS 4 REAL。。。U’VE 2 B ABLE 2 DO IT。。。ELSE DUN PROMISE COS OTHERWISE IT’S NOT A PROMISE ANYMORE。。。。

M I JUZ BEING RASH？？？ I’M NOT SURE。。。I DUNNO Y I’VE 2 QUARREL & 发脾气SO MUCH。。。I DUN UNDERSTD。。。I SERIOUSLY HATE IT。。。

我的心好痛。。。我好 难过。。。我好讨厌这样的自己。。。平平淡淡的生活不好吗？？？为什么要让自己那么不快乐。。。我有那么难伺候吗？？？我有要求很多吗？？？

我又发脾气了。。。好好的一天又被我搞砸了。。。SHIT。。。

38 tables in total....

solemization...

dang dang dang dang....

bro's wedding....

prince ambrose baby...

e yellow rose event....

会累吗？？？

我真的有那么累吗？？？

我真的有太多ACTIVITIES 吗？？？

昨天妹妹忽然问我：“你每天那么迟睡不会累啊？？？”

这以不是第一次有人这样问我了。。。我真的太多东西了吗？？？我当然会累。。。不过不做东西我真的会全身不自在。。。

大概每两个星期妈妈就会问我：“你不可以待在家里MEH？？？要每天都这么晚回的MEH？？？”
我每次都是回答：“上课MAH。。。” 不然就是静静什么都不说，然后转开话题。。。

我大概每晚都是午夜后才睡。。。大概一个月有一个晚上会午夜前睡。。。WEEKDAY 早上大概都是七八点起来。。。WEEKEND 大概都是两点后睡。。。每个周末都有节目。。。好像每三个月才有一次待在家里。。。想一想在家里的时间扣掉睡觉、冲凉， 真正坐下来谈天，一天应该少过十分钟。。。在家里吃饭也少了。。。妈妈大概天天都有煮，我一个月可以用一只手算我有几次回家吃。。。好像把家里当HOTEL 了。。。

好像找不到什么空闲的时间。。。

可是 NX WK 以后不可以了。。。要去看医生。。。HIP JOINT 大概超过三个月还在痛。。。真的要去看医生了。。。应该不可以常常去 CLIMB 、TKD。。。有一点不想看医生。。。可是又怕。。。还是去看看比较好吧。。。

幼稚吧。。。

我又感动的流泪。。。有时我会想他说的话是不是说说而已。。。因为我看到，听到的例子，他们都只是说说而已。。。说好容易。。。做真的不简单。。。可是看到他的简讯。。。我哭了。。。因为我相信他所说的。。。而他真的有行动。。。想想他们还真的没什么创意。。。说的都一样。。。常常会让我半信半疑。。。让我不敢放进100 分的感情。。。可我又会很讨厌这样的我。。。

可能我并不会很细心。。。有时忽略了你的感受。。。有时觉得自己会无理取闹。。。有时搞不清自己的想法和感觉。。。

下个星期要见家长。。。我有点不知所措。。。不是很担心。。。也不是很害怕。。。也不是很紧张。。。不是不想去。。。也不是很想去。。。不上。。。也不下。。。又不是中间。。。不是不开心。。。也不是很快乐。。。不是伤心。。。也不是高兴。。。

我们吵架了。。。也不算吵架啦。。。我应该是赌气吧。。。他明明说他不想去。。。忽然又说想。。。我不知道 他的CONCLUSION 是什么， 所以我就问LOH。。。当我说我也不想他去时，伤了他吧。。。看到他。。。感觉不对劲。。。问他他又说没事。。。走了他才SMS。。。让我觉得内疚。。。让我第一次在MRT STN 上哭。。。一方面赌气，一方面不知所措，我决定不接他的电话， 也不回他的简讯。。。

最后我不忍心。。。想想他会担心，又有 TEST。。。我SMS 他。。。他打电话。。。“REJECT”。。。“DEAR I KNOW U DUN 1 2 TALK BUT CAN U ANS MY CALL， I’LL TALK U JUZ LISTEN K？”。。。听到他的声音。。。他的解释。。。他的担忧。。。他的道歉。。。我很内疚。。。第二天，我买了朵黄玫瑰，向他道歉。。。

有点幼稚吧。。。不过雨过天晴了。。。

我决定放弃。。。对不起。。。

pls solve it...

i've been so troubled & worried 4 e past wk.....losing slp over it....i'm so tired now....i feel so silly crying over it....it cld b solved easily but i chose 2 wait....been unable 2 conc on anything.....i'm finally gg 2 eradicate e problem hopefully ltr 2day.....hopefully there's nth serious....hopefully it's juz my own fear....pls dun ask me.....i'll tell u when it's over....4 now i dun 1 any1 2 worry....

3 MTHS。。。圣陶沙 UNDERWATER WORLD。。。

我们的3 MTHS。。。去了圣陶沙 UNDERWATER WORLD。。。好久都没到那里了。。。好几年了吧。。。这次去，鱼好像少了。。。不过我们在那个 CONVEYOR BELT 兜了好几圈。。。最好玩的是那个 TOUCH POOL！！！ 有 PUFFER， STINGRAY， BABY SHARK， AND OTHERS。。。好好摸。。。哈哈哈。。。玩 到衣服都湿湿了。。。。哈哈哈。。。

touch pool creatures....

trophy grouper???hahaha...

unicorn fish???

huge fish....

我失声了。。。I TINK I BETA ZIP。。。

argh...

fever coming bk....my cough getting worse....may 've 2 skip tkd again....3rd week in a row....argh...

my family...=)

great effort!!!

after e great race!!!

juz b4 e race...

HI-Raleigh S'pore Dragonboat Festival 2005.07.02

HI-Raleigh BBQ 2005.07.03

yes i can buy flat so wat???

bei hou you ling????

so which direction is it???

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