was on MC ytd.....woke up, e room was spinning rd & rd.....dunno wat happened...decided agst gg 2 office cos wasn't feeling well & had a bad cough, dun 1 2 spread 2 my colleagues......went 2 e je polyclinic 2 get MC & medicines......co. pay 90% if i go 2 their destinated clinics, but none was near my place other then e polyclinic.....so damned slow!!!! all in all i took 2hrs!!! waste o my time....thk gdness o brought a bk along else i wld 've been bored 2 death....e cough medication really knocked me out, after taking it i had 2 sleep....slept 4 2 hrs had dinner then watch tv......didn't get 2 do much.....took e medication again at nite & again i conk out almost immediately....
last sat 2 work...starting 5-days wk next wk......took e medication tis morning & again i conked out on e train....cld hardly keep my brain functioning properly.....so here i m blogging away.....my head feels funny.....like it's gg 2 b std by mode any time (it's like tt every time i work on sat anywayz....)
dunno if i shld go running tmr.....haven practise my sign lang 4 e exam on tue.....& i still haven sent my x-boss e data.....doing sme data cleaning b4 sending it 2 her but i've been dragging it since last sat....
i hate coughing.....hope i get well soon....river regatta race coming up soon....hardly train 4 it.......hope tmr's training wld b ok.....dunno y but my lower bk hurts......i hope it's not cos o my hamstring......e doc told me tt it's not my bones but e muscle, so gave me sme muscle relaxant 4 consumption & sme lotion 2 rub into e area......i really hope i can get well soon 4 my hamstring.....i really 1 2 know wat's wrong.....i'm scared......
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Thursday, October 28, 2004
INTP analysis continue.....
Introverted Thinking
Introverted Thinking strives to extract the essence of the Idea from various externals that express it. In the extreme, this conceptual essence wants no form or substance to verify its reality. Knowing the Truth is enough for INTPs; the knowledge that this truth can (or could) be demonstrated is sufficient to satisfy the knower. "Cogito, ergo sum" expresses this prime directive quite succinctly.
In seasons of low energy level, or moments of single-minded concentration, the INTP is aloof and detached in a way that might even offend more relational or extraverted individuals.
Extraverted iNtuition
Intuition softens and socializes Thinking, fleshing out the brittle bones of truths formed in the dominant inner world. That which is is not negotiable; yet actual application diffuses knowledge to the extent that knowledge needs qualification and context to be of any consequence in this foreign world of substance.
If Thinking can desist, the INTP is free to brainstorm, calling up the perceptions of the unconscious (i.e., intuition) which are mirrored in patterns in the realm of matter, time and space. These perceptions, in the form of theories or hunches, must ultimately defer to the inner principles, or at least they must not negate them.
Intuition unchained gives birth to play. INTPs enjoy games, formal or impromptu, which coax analogies, patterns and theories from the unseen into spontaneous expression in a way that defies their own comprehension.
Introverted Sensing
Sensing is of a subjective, inner nature similar to that of the SJs. It supplies awareness of the forms of senses rather than the raw, analogic stimuli. Facts and figures seek to be cleaned up for comparison with an ever growing range of previously experienced input. Sensing assists intuition in sorting out and arranging information into the building blocks for Thinking's elaborate systems.
The internalizing nature of the INTP's Sensing function leaves a relative absence of environmental awareness (i.e., Extraverted Sensing), except when the environment is the current focus. Consciousness of such conditions is at best a sometime thing.
Extraverted Feeling
Feeling tends to be all or none. When present, the INTP's concern for others is intense, albeit naive. In a crisis, this feeling judgement is often silenced by the emergence of Thinking, who rushes in to avert chaos and destruction. In the absence of a clear principle, however, INTPs have been known to defer judgement and to allow decisions about interpersonal matters to be left hanging lest someone be offended or somehow injured. INTPs are at risk of being swept away by the shadow in the form of their own strong emotional impulses.
Famous INTPs:
Socrates
Rene Descartes
Blaise Pascal
Sir Isaac Newton
U.S. Presidents:
James Madison
John Quincy Adams
John Tyler
Dwight D. Eisenhower
Gerald Ford
William Harvey (pioneer in human physiology)
C. G. Jung, (Freudian defector, author of Psychological Types, etc.)
William James
Albert Einstein
Tom Foley (Speaker of the House--U.S. House of Representatives)
Henri Mancini
Bob Newhart
Jeff Bingaman, U.S. Senator (D.--NM)
Rick Moranis (Honey, I Shrunk The Kids)
Midori Ito (ice skater, Olympic silver medalist)
Tiger Woods
Fictional INTPs
Tom and Fiona (Four Weddings and a Funeral)
Dr. Susan Lewis (ER)
Filburt(Rocko's Modern Life)
Quite accurate.....i tink...
Introverted Thinking strives to extract the essence of the Idea from various externals that express it. In the extreme, this conceptual essence wants no form or substance to verify its reality. Knowing the Truth is enough for INTPs; the knowledge that this truth can (or could) be demonstrated is sufficient to satisfy the knower. "Cogito, ergo sum" expresses this prime directive quite succinctly.
In seasons of low energy level, or moments of single-minded concentration, the INTP is aloof and detached in a way that might even offend more relational or extraverted individuals.
Extraverted iNtuition
Intuition softens and socializes Thinking, fleshing out the brittle bones of truths formed in the dominant inner world. That which is is not negotiable; yet actual application diffuses knowledge to the extent that knowledge needs qualification and context to be of any consequence in this foreign world of substance.
If Thinking can desist, the INTP is free to brainstorm, calling up the perceptions of the unconscious (i.e., intuition) which are mirrored in patterns in the realm of matter, time and space. These perceptions, in the form of theories or hunches, must ultimately defer to the inner principles, or at least they must not negate them.
Intuition unchained gives birth to play. INTPs enjoy games, formal or impromptu, which coax analogies, patterns and theories from the unseen into spontaneous expression in a way that defies their own comprehension.
Introverted Sensing
Sensing is of a subjective, inner nature similar to that of the SJs. It supplies awareness of the forms of senses rather than the raw, analogic stimuli. Facts and figures seek to be cleaned up for comparison with an ever growing range of previously experienced input. Sensing assists intuition in sorting out and arranging information into the building blocks for Thinking's elaborate systems.
The internalizing nature of the INTP's Sensing function leaves a relative absence of environmental awareness (i.e., Extraverted Sensing), except when the environment is the current focus. Consciousness of such conditions is at best a sometime thing.
Extraverted Feeling
Feeling tends to be all or none. When present, the INTP's concern for others is intense, albeit naive. In a crisis, this feeling judgement is often silenced by the emergence of Thinking, who rushes in to avert chaos and destruction. In the absence of a clear principle, however, INTPs have been known to defer judgement and to allow decisions about interpersonal matters to be left hanging lest someone be offended or somehow injured. INTPs are at risk of being swept away by the shadow in the form of their own strong emotional impulses.
Famous INTPs:
Socrates
Rene Descartes
Blaise Pascal
Sir Isaac Newton
U.S. Presidents:
James Madison
John Quincy Adams
John Tyler
Dwight D. Eisenhower
Gerald Ford
William Harvey (pioneer in human physiology)
C. G. Jung, (Freudian defector, author of Psychological Types, etc.)
William James
Albert Einstein
Tom Foley (Speaker of the House--U.S. House of Representatives)
Henri Mancini
Bob Newhart
Jeff Bingaman, U.S. Senator (D.--NM)
Rick Moranis (Honey, I Shrunk The Kids)
Midori Ito (ice skater, Olympic silver medalist)
Tiger Woods
Fictional INTPs
Tom and Fiona (Four Weddings and a Funeral)
Dr. Susan Lewis (ER)
Filburt(Rocko's Modern Life)
Quite accurate.....i tink...
i'm a INTP..... try out e jung typology test...
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp
e analysis is as below....
http://typelogic.com/intp.html
INTPs are pensive, analytical folks. They may venture so deeply into thought as to seem detached, and often actually are oblivious to the world around them.
Precise about their descriptions, INTPs will often correct others (or be sorely tempted to) if the shade of meaning is a bit off. While annoying to the less concise, this fine discrimination ability gives INTPs so inclined a natural advantage as, for example, grammarians and linguists.
INTPs are relatively easy-going and amenable to most anything until their principles are violated, about which they may become outspoken and inflexible. They prefer to return, however, to a reserved albeit benign ambiance, not wishing to make spectacles of themselves.
A major concern for INTPs is the haunting sense of impending failure. They spend considerable time second-guessing themselves. The open-endedness (from Perceiving) conjoined with the need for competence (NT) is expressed in a sense that one's conclusion may well be met by an equally plausible alternative solution, and that, after all, one may very well have overlooked some critical bit of data. An INTP arguing a point may very well be trying to convince himself as much as his opposition. In this way INTPs are markedly different from INTJs, who are much more confident in their competence and willing to act on their convictions.
Mathematics is a system where many INTPs love to play, similarly languages, computer systems--potentially any complex system. INTPs thrive on systems. Understanding, exploring, mastering, and manipulating systems can overtake the INTP's conscious thought. This fascination for logical wholes and their inner workings is often expressed in a detachment from the environment, a concentration where time is forgotten and extraneous stimuli are held at bay. Accomplishing a task or goal with this knowledge is secondary.
INTPs and Logic -- One of the tipoffs that a person is an INTP is her obsession with logical correctness. Errors are not often due to poor logic -- apparent faux pas in reasoning are usually a result of overlooking details or of incorrect context.
Games NTs seem to especially enjoy include Risk, Bridge, Stratego, Chess, Go, and word games of all sorts.
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp
e analysis is as below....
http://typelogic.com/intp.html
INTPs are pensive, analytical folks. They may venture so deeply into thought as to seem detached, and often actually are oblivious to the world around them.
Precise about their descriptions, INTPs will often correct others (or be sorely tempted to) if the shade of meaning is a bit off. While annoying to the less concise, this fine discrimination ability gives INTPs so inclined a natural advantage as, for example, grammarians and linguists.
INTPs are relatively easy-going and amenable to most anything until their principles are violated, about which they may become outspoken and inflexible. They prefer to return, however, to a reserved albeit benign ambiance, not wishing to make spectacles of themselves.
A major concern for INTPs is the haunting sense of impending failure. They spend considerable time second-guessing themselves. The open-endedness (from Perceiving) conjoined with the need for competence (NT) is expressed in a sense that one's conclusion may well be met by an equally plausible alternative solution, and that, after all, one may very well have overlooked some critical bit of data. An INTP arguing a point may very well be trying to convince himself as much as his opposition. In this way INTPs are markedly different from INTJs, who are much more confident in their competence and willing to act on their convictions.
Mathematics is a system where many INTPs love to play, similarly languages, computer systems--potentially any complex system. INTPs thrive on systems. Understanding, exploring, mastering, and manipulating systems can overtake the INTP's conscious thought. This fascination for logical wholes and their inner workings is often expressed in a detachment from the environment, a concentration where time is forgotten and extraneous stimuli are held at bay. Accomplishing a task or goal with this knowledge is secondary.
INTPs and Logic -- One of the tipoffs that a person is an INTP is her obsession with logical correctness. Errors are not often due to poor logic -- apparent faux pas in reasoning are usually a result of overlooking details or of incorrect context.
Games NTs seem to especially enjoy include Risk, Bridge, Stratego, Chess, Go, and word games of all sorts.
children....
dunno if it's cos i'm working in scs now, i tend 2 keep a look out 4 kids & their parents whenever i'm outside.....i 1 2 observe how they interact, how parents discipline their kids.......it's really interesting & every1 has a different approach......i'll keep observing.......parents, a life long learning career.......1 tt i feel i'm not up 4......
sick....
fever last nite.....keep falling sick these days.......weather???? or juz poor diet.....must b both.....haven had home-cooked food 4 e longest time.......i shld make it a pt 2 eat........but i 1 2 go 4 more lessons after work........sign lang is finishing again......now i'll have mon, tue, fri n sat free.......must find sme thing 2 fill up......
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
tots....sorted????
true, i've not sorted out my tots yet......so i can't give u a convincing speech.......anywayzzz, i juz 1ed 2 make everything bk 2 normal but i guess i failed.......
u r not as weak as u sound so i tink i'll stop making any attempts.......u r not hurt but i m.......i m disappointed......
u r not as weak as u sound so i tink i'll stop making any attempts.......u r not hurt but i m.......i m disappointed......
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
GID 2....
sorry tt i had 2 rush off even b4 we had started on anything.....sorry sorry sorry!!!!! when is hari raya btw???? i'm so caught up wif so many things tt i really m sorry tt i missed out on so many things!!! dun even have time 2 write a long blog article....got 2 go....
factor analysis...
finish reading e confirmatory/exploratory factor analysis??? do a summary 4 me or lend me e articles??? thks!!!! :)))
Monday, October 25, 2004
dunno if u shld know....
i've been contemplating if i shld let u know e reason......if u 1 2 know tell me......juz get everything straightened out???? i didn't know wat 2 say when u stun me wif all e revelation......i tot i shld tell u how i feel instead o saying, we r juz friends......if u 1 2 know, pls tell me.
Friday, October 22, 2004
nice quote....
got tis quote fr e newspaper, sme1 wrote in commenting on e super difficult science paper 4 PSLE & how parents shld not get 2 sucked into e education sys & 4get wat parenting shld b more abt....
"Who says winners can't fail? I can fall but I will get up again."
very true.....
my colleague juz passed me tis leaflet called "share a hope" a project by DBS 4 e community chest. juz trace ur hand on e leaflet then write a message, dropped it at ntuc outlets & DBS will donate $2 4 each leaflet. very meaning....
tis was wat i wrote 4 e special kids who will benefit fr e project:
"Dear jonathan & friends,
As long as you believe you can do it, nothing can stop you. Life is hard no doubt, but with faith, nothing is impossible. Just believe in yourself!"
check out e following web 4 more info:
www.comchest.org.sg
"Who says winners can't fail? I can fall but I will get up again."
very true.....
my colleague juz passed me tis leaflet called "share a hope" a project by DBS 4 e community chest. juz trace ur hand on e leaflet then write a message, dropped it at ntuc outlets & DBS will donate $2 4 each leaflet. very meaning....
tis was wat i wrote 4 e special kids who will benefit fr e project:
"Dear jonathan & friends,
As long as you believe you can do it, nothing can stop you. Life is hard no doubt, but with faith, nothing is impossible. Just believe in yourself!"
check out e following web 4 more info:
www.comchest.org.sg
Thursday, October 21, 2004
when u dunno how 2 describe....
ok, i've finished doing e stuff 4 tmr's meeting. dun feel like starting on a new piece o work cos in another 15mins i'm knocking off.so i'm bk 2 blogging again....
smetimes i feel tt i'm a really bad person.....not evil but not a gd person.....i do a lot o things wif intend.....not evil intend but at e very least doing things tt i can derive smething fr......derive happiness, satisfaction, a lot a lot o things which r selfish actually......i've not really considered how others really feel.....as long as i'm happy, tt's my bottom line.....i try 2 b as considerate as i can but i dun tink i'm willing 2 do tt everytime or anytime at all.....i'm juz 2 busy 2 consider wat others 1.....but i can't help feeling guilty when i know tt i shld b considering abt others......
anyway, i dun really intend 2 change myself cos i'm really 2 lazy & 2 bored 2 b considering abt other pple....so if i offend u in any way tt's juz 2 bad.....anywayz, i dunno wat i'm writing anymore....1ed 2 write abt smething else but tot otherwise cos e blog is becoming 2 transparent 4 my comfort....mayb i'll write in another blog wif another pseudo-name......
anyway, knocking off, need 2 go toilet 1st!
smetimes i feel tt i'm a really bad person.....not evil but not a gd person.....i do a lot o things wif intend.....not evil intend but at e very least doing things tt i can derive smething fr......derive happiness, satisfaction, a lot a lot o things which r selfish actually......i've not really considered how others really feel.....as long as i'm happy, tt's my bottom line.....i try 2 b as considerate as i can but i dun tink i'm willing 2 do tt everytime or anytime at all.....i'm juz 2 busy 2 consider wat others 1.....but i can't help feeling guilty when i know tt i shld b considering abt others......
anyway, i dun really intend 2 change myself cos i'm really 2 lazy & 2 bored 2 b considering abt other pple....so if i offend u in any way tt's juz 2 bad.....anywayz, i dunno wat i'm writing anymore....1ed 2 write abt smething else but tot otherwise cos e blog is becoming 2 transparent 4 my comfort....mayb i'll write in another blog wif another pseudo-name......
anyway, knocking off, need 2 go toilet 1st!
juz 1 word 2 describe......
juz 1 word 2 describe how i'm feeling rite now.....sleepy....very sleepy.....dunno y i'm feeling so sleepy....slept on e mrt, really dozed off, cam e into office, took 5 min naps every 2-3 hrs.....still sleepy....
Saturday, October 16, 2004
GID.....
next sat GID, so where's e venue???? decide quick!!!! any1 preparing agenda???? wat's e theme o GID tis time rd??? any1 prepared e minutes fr e last GID????? chairperson???? secretariat???? advisor????
4more minute.....
3 more minutes......
i'm gg 2 switch off sandy's computer 1st.......give me 1 more minute 2 blog......
hungry......always seem 2 b hungry in office.....no wonder i gained 2kg ever since i started on my new job......never exercise & i keep piling on e food.....shoot.....
2 more minutes.....
quick quick quick......
1 more minute 2 packing up.....
6 more minutes till i leave.....
i know wat i can do in tis last few minutes.....check all my email accs.....
ok start packing.....
4more minute.....
3 more minutes......
i'm gg 2 switch off sandy's computer 1st.......give me 1 more minute 2 blog......
hungry......always seem 2 b hungry in office.....no wonder i gained 2kg ever since i started on my new job......never exercise & i keep piling on e food.....shoot.....
2 more minutes.....
quick quick quick......
1 more minute 2 packing up.....
6 more minutes till i leave.....
i know wat i can do in tis last few minutes.....check all my email accs.....
ok start packing.....
time seem 2 pass so slow....
30minutes more 2 go.....every min seem like n hr......hurry up pls!!!!!
working on sat....
working on sat again....super boring & i tink it's totally unproductive!!!! pple come in, walked ard a bit, trying 2 get e motor started....make a cup o tea/coffee.....checked emails....go thro' wat was done 4 e past wk....it's past 11....2 more hrs 2 go......print a few things here & there, make another drink.....go toilet powder up, surf web...1pm offwork.....how productive can a sat b???
anywayz, went rockclimbing ytd!!! fun & i didn't strain myself 2 much, not aching & my neck's well again!!! didn't sleep well on thu, so woke up ytd with a stiff neck, cldn't turn 2 my rite, & had problems looking up, but after ytd's rockclimbing my neck went bk 2 normal again!!!! & i didn't have 2 many bruises fr e climbs.....i didn't do a lot o climbs ytd...only 5 climbs & they were easy.....but esther taught me a rather nice posture!!!! i'm gg 2 attempt 2 do sides next time.....& bouldering....so hard!!!!! victor taught us tt but my butt was 2 gravitational attracted 2 e mattress 2 even move.....thk u victor & esther 4 showing me so much abt rockclimbing!!! feel like climbing again.....
esther suggested tt we do it regularly as part o draggos....i tink shld b a lot o fun!!!! have 2 co-ordinate...now i tink have 2 concentrate on e upcoming river regatta race in nov.....only 1 more mth....tt means 4 more trainings only.....shoot.....i tink i'll need 2 do more arch ups, push-ups & crunches......gg 2 dig out my dumbbells 2.....tone up tt biceps & bk.....
ok enough o blogging...got 2 get bk 2 work...c how productive i've been so far!!!!
anywayz, went rockclimbing ytd!!! fun & i didn't strain myself 2 much, not aching & my neck's well again!!! didn't sleep well on thu, so woke up ytd with a stiff neck, cldn't turn 2 my rite, & had problems looking up, but after ytd's rockclimbing my neck went bk 2 normal again!!!! & i didn't have 2 many bruises fr e climbs.....i didn't do a lot o climbs ytd...only 5 climbs & they were easy.....but esther taught me a rather nice posture!!!! i'm gg 2 attempt 2 do sides next time.....& bouldering....so hard!!!!! victor taught us tt but my butt was 2 gravitational attracted 2 e mattress 2 even move.....thk u victor & esther 4 showing me so much abt rockclimbing!!! feel like climbing again.....
esther suggested tt we do it regularly as part o draggos....i tink shld b a lot o fun!!!! have 2 co-ordinate...now i tink have 2 concentrate on e upcoming river regatta race in nov.....only 1 more mth....tt means 4 more trainings only.....shoot.....i tink i'll need 2 do more arch ups, push-ups & crunches......gg 2 dig out my dumbbells 2.....tone up tt biceps & bk.....
ok enough o blogging...got 2 get bk 2 work...c how productive i've been so far!!!!
Thursday, October 14, 2004
2046....
caught e premiere o 2046, courtesy o snow....was really tired after a whole day's work & was really struggling 2 keep myself awake after more than 1hr thro e show....i did have quite a bit o laughs here & there but i was in my screw-loose state o mind anyway.....there was quite a fair bit o mention o s'pore but absolutely no flavor o s'pore.....
abt e androids......2 stoned now 2 give an analysis o e show....been staring at e computer e whole morning....looking 4 journal articles.....
gg 4 lunch 1st....dun 1 2 tire my eyes anymore.....& my brain 2......not much brain cells left.....
abt e androids......2 stoned now 2 give an analysis o e show....been staring at e computer e whole morning....looking 4 journal articles.....
gg 4 lunch 1st....dun 1 2 tire my eyes anymore.....& my brain 2......not much brain cells left.....
Monday, October 04, 2004
feeling bad....
i felt really bad after complaining abt my colleague 2 jan & snow....who m i 2 judge her & her work? i know nuts abt event planning....& she has been a very nice person 2 me all these while!!!! i felt really really bad.....mayb i got a little jealous knowing tt she got into e job cos o some connections.....overall e event still went pretty well! at least every1 got 2 watch e drama.....
i really felt guilty....i'm sorry!!!!
i really felt guilty....i'm sorry!!!!
where is it???
u said u posted it but i dun c it.....can u b more explicit???? i'm pretty dumb pls pardon me....
Friday, October 01, 2004
shld i react or m i over-reacting?
r ur words directed at me? u said i was over-sensitive. so i decided 2 4get abt everything. but when i dun react, u hinted tt i was avoiding.....i know i'm very insensitive most o e time so m i supposed 2 b more sensitive or continue 2 b myself?
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