每个人都好像很忙。。。除了我。。。我好像很懒散。。。妈妈没有很催我。。。可是她还是有明示我该找份工作。。。
我想好好放下所有的东西,慢慢的找到我想要的。。。可是很可惜我却被自己搞的很乱。。根本没有在我休息的3个星期里做了什么。。。好听是责任。。可是是害怕吧。。。是自己很没有计划吧。。。可是我真的很累。。。一点想计划的心都没有。。。自己想什么真的很模糊。。。现在以没有刚刚离开时那么emotional。。。我想我会慢慢找到的。。。
很想到"Gone Fishing",出来喝杯东西聊聊天。。。可是每个人都好忙。。。
在这里每个人的节奏都好快。。。在岛上,每个人都慢很多很多拍。。。
我想我喜欢 "花样少年少女"也可能是很怀念学生时期吧。。。不用想那么多,把功课搞好、考好,就是了。。。
Monday, April 16, 2007
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Kapas...
bk fr pulau kapas..lots o mosquito bites...& i got tis terrible swollen toe/foot fr a ant bite..so itchy & swollen...haizzz...
not exactly a v nice place at p. kapas...1st, e journey there took 10hrs by coach...den we dropped off at tis wu lu place when e sun was not out yet, ard 6am & e street lights were not working..it was complete darkness...we had 2 walk 500m 2 tis little village call marang....& we napped in a little pavilion until there was light...
e pple were really slack...6+ still no1 in sight...until 7+ den pple started work...we had a nice nasi ayam & teh...but e speedboat was still not opened...so i had a snooze in e pavilion...almost 845 den e boat was ready...e speedboat ride was fast...only 15mins....
there was construction gg on on e island...a new resort coming up...
we chked in & got 2 out chalet...it was not exactly v nice...cos e beds looked a bit dirty... e bedsheet had brown bloodstains..eeeeeeeeeee.....
e tv only had 1 channel...thk gdness e toilet looked ok...but as usu, no hot water....
e weather was gd..but i didnt get a v gd nite slp on e coach...so i had a nap b4 i got up...shld 've gone 4 a dive cos e current didnt look tt strong & e vis was reasonable gd...
we had a walk ard e island...there was hardly anybody ard...it was really v v quiet..
we walked bk 2 e resort & decided 2 go snorkel...there was a super big puffer & 2 smaller puffers...also quite a big o fishes...
not a lot o things 2 do at nite....& we had 2 wait 1 hr 4 our dinner...we walked alng e beach 1ing 2 c if we had any luck o seeing turtles comin up e shore 2 lay eggs...bot no luck...a lot o mosquitoes...so we went bk 2 e chalet & had e air-con on full blast...
e 2nd day was bad...after bfast, it rained...our diving trip was cancelled cos e water vis was low...we walked ard, suntanned...zo bo 4 a while...den we decided 2 go 4 sotong catching (we exchanged it wif our complimentary 2 snorkelling trip)...when we got 2 e counter, there was another family o 6 who were gg 2...& 1 o e lady say tt e sotong catching will end at 3am! it was barely 6pm...& we were gg out on a small fishing boat...i was terrified...they were gg 2 go out in open sea in a mini fishing boat...i wld never survive tt... we decided agst it....& instead we had our dinner & strolled 2 e jetty where we saw pple fishing & catchin sotong...
we retired early...it was pouring when we got bk 2 e chalet...heng we didnt go 4 e sotong catching...
e 3rd day we decided 2 go 4 our diving regardless o e vis...we went 2 e octopus reef...e current was so strong...e swells were scary...but i managed it...e vis wasnt spectacular...but it was ok...there wasnt a lot o things 2 c...most o e stuff were brown & dying...quite a few nudibranches we saw...& a new 1, e magnificent chromodoris...
& i saw tis super big parrotfish! which none o e rest saw...i guess they were busy looking 4 other things while e parrotfish swam by...& there was tis cute stonefish...still a baby i guess...but e camera didnt really capture it well...or rather it camouflaged itself really well...
we finished e dive...i 1ed 2 go 4 a 2nd 1...but e DM was rather not enthu...so we decided agst it...we had our lunch & slacked on e beach...we still haven used our 2 complimentary snorkelling trip so we exchanged it 4 kayaking...we kayaked 2 tt pte beach & HN went snorkelling while i made a sand turtle on e beach...hhaha...HN came bk & started 2 draw his "cute art" on e sand...hahha...gradually more pple came by wif their kayaks...& started 2 draw on e sand also...hahah...
we had a little swim b4 we kayaked bk 2 e resort...tis was e last nite at e resort...
we didnt venture out cos there were a lot o construction workers on e island..not v safe wif juz e 2 o us...& most o e places were quite dark & quiet...
we had 2 get up early in e morn also cos e bus bk 2 singapore leave at 9am fr e tregganu bus terminal...we had 2 pay extra RM50 4 e early morning speedboat & another RM30 4 e ride 2 e bus terminal...
anyway tis trip was badly planned...i was 2 impulsive in arranging e trip..shld have planned it beta..haizz...& i missed e chance 2 go redang...haizzz....2 late...anyway...will started planning 4 another trip soon...i'm gg 2 get ready...gg 4 interview ltr....
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
清醒的脑袋。。。
本来有很多要说。。。可是现在也不知道要写些什么。。。
再过几个小时我就要到Pulau Kapas。。。心里就是有点紧张。。。
终于递上了辞呈。。。是有点冲动吧。。。我现在真的很想安安静静的好好想想自己到底要什么。。。
我很少看连续剧。。。可是现在每个晚上都看花样少男少女。。。现在看第2遍。。。我不喜欢看结局。。。因为有了结局我就不能每天有期望收看每一集。。。就是不想有结局。。。一旦有了终点, 接下来又要去开始。。。
记得那时我看了3遍的Hana Yuri Dango aka 流星花园的卡通。。。看完了又看。。。就是不想有结局。。。
有时我只想停留。。。停留在那完美的那一刻,永远都不要走。。。
现在的心情是复杂的。。。
是不想改变还是。。。
我很久没有清醒的脑袋了。。。我很想静下来。。。我好累。。。真的好累。。。幸福我摸到了。。。可是我很想永远拥有它。。。可是我知道是因为他的很大的付出,我才有它。。。我不想只有他的付出。。。我也想好好的爱他。。。
喜欢花样少男少女里的泉。。。可能因为像他。。。我很想把他永远留在身边。。。是自私的吧。。。
再过几个小时我就要到Pulau Kapas。。。心里就是有点紧张。。。
终于递上了辞呈。。。是有点冲动吧。。。我现在真的很想安安静静的好好想想自己到底要什么。。。
我很少看连续剧。。。可是现在每个晚上都看花样少男少女。。。现在看第2遍。。。我不喜欢看结局。。。因为有了结局我就不能每天有期望收看每一集。。。就是不想有结局。。。一旦有了终点, 接下来又要去开始。。。
记得那时我看了3遍的Hana Yuri Dango aka 流星花园的卡通。。。看完了又看。。。就是不想有结局。。。
有时我只想停留。。。停留在那完美的那一刻,永远都不要走。。。
现在的心情是复杂的。。。
是不想改变还是。。。
我很久没有清醒的脑袋了。。。我很想静下来。。。我好累。。。真的好累。。。幸福我摸到了。。。可是我很想永远拥有它。。。可是我知道是因为他的很大的付出,我才有它。。。我不想只有他的付出。。。我也想好好的爱他。。。
喜欢花样少男少女里的泉。。。可能因为像他。。。我很想把他永远留在身边。。。是自私的吧。。。
thank you baby...
從來沒想過會對他動心,但他卻走進了我的心中…那是一種從未有過的心跳,就好像童話中所敘述的一樣,而我卻比別人幸運的遇見了幸福… (quoted from 花樣少年少女 )
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