Read joyce's blog juz now.....her grandpa juz passed away.....i get very emotional whenever i tink abt my own ah kong.....he passed away some 10 yrs ago when i was in secondary school....he died of cancer....i didn't visit him as regularly as i shld....mayb i was afraid o looking at him.....so weak, so painful 2 c him.....i remember i visited him a week b4 he passed away....by tt time, he cld hardly recognise any1 but strangely he remembered me then....during e whole o e funeral i didn't cry much until e last day when he was 2 b buried, tears juz keep flowing & they juz wldn't stop.....mayb it was a relief 2 him & those taking care o him tt he went away.....
now whenever i feel sad & need 2 cry, i'll tink abt my ah kong & e tears will juz flow....
something creepy 2 tell every1....u know how pple always say tt pple come back on e 7th day after their death??? i tink my ah kong came back 2....4 my own personal experience, he came back on e 5th day, e day ttt he was buried. after he was buried, i was really really tired, & i went 2 bed immediately after all e things were completed. so in e middle o e nite, i woke up but i didn't open my eyes cos i felt some1 look over me & my sisters (my sisters & i share the same room).....e feeling was so intense! but in my heart, i felt it was my ah kong, so i told him in my heart tt i'm gg 2 open my eyes & pls dun scare me......thank gdness there wasn't any1 ard but tt feeling is something i can never 4get....
on the 7th day, i didn't expereince anything but my brother & my relatives did....my bro heard e sound o chains outside our front door, & in e morning when my mom opened e rice bin, she saw a palm print on e rice.....weird????
4 my relatives, they all squeezed into my ah kong's home & slept over 4 e nite on e 7th nite. my aunt said she heard some1 making e coffee in e kitchen (my ah kong loves coffee). she tried peeking into e kitchen but there was nothing....there was all kinds o different sound tt nite but they didn't c anything.....
i guess fr a psychological perspective, it's in our subconscious tt we expect something 2 happen, & e noises tt we heard may juz b some lizard or cockroach creeping ard.....as 4 e palm print, i guess it cld have been left behind when my mom use the rice e day b4......
but anyhow, joyce, hope u r taking it well. no doubt u'll b sad, i'm still sad more than 10yrs, but do take care o urself!
i guess it's really hard 2 let some1 go esp if they r never gg 2 come back....but they'll always stay in ur heart.....do cherish everyday & every1 u never know when they might leave u.....
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