Thursday, October 21, 2004

when u dunno how 2 describe....

ok, i've finished doing e stuff 4 tmr's meeting. dun feel like starting on a new piece o work cos in another 15mins i'm knocking off.so i'm bk 2 blogging again....

smetimes i feel tt i'm a really bad person.....not evil but not a gd person.....i do a lot o things wif intend.....not evil intend but at e very least doing things tt i can derive smething fr......derive happiness, satisfaction, a lot a lot o things which r selfish actually......i've not really considered how others really feel.....as long as i'm happy, tt's my bottom line.....i try 2 b as considerate as i can but i dun tink i'm willing 2 do tt everytime or anytime at all.....i'm juz 2 busy 2 consider wat others 1.....but i can't help feeling guilty when i know tt i shld b considering abt others......

anyway, i dun really intend 2 change myself cos i'm really 2 lazy & 2 bored 2 b considering abt other pple....so if i offend u in any way tt's juz 2 bad.....anywayz, i dunno wat i'm writing anymore....1ed 2 write abt smething else but tot otherwise cos e blog is becoming 2 transparent 4 my comfort....mayb i'll write in another blog wif another pseudo-name......


anyway, knocking off, need 2 go toilet 1st!

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