Monday, March 07, 2005

20km at least....

i walked 4 >20km on sat.....till sun actually.....started at macritchie to bt timah......walked 4 ard 9km (exclude kampong trail???) then e hike thro' bt timah.....rested, had mee hoon bandung....then started to walk all e way bk 2 jurong west.....e approx distance fr bt timah 2 jurong west was 5km....

sam, xie xie u 4 joining us thro' e bt timah route.....thks 4 entertaining us....u must have felt silly walking wif 4 jie jie.....who didn't act their age.....i was oredi quite out o breath when u asked abt europe.....not tt i dun 1 2 share but i was "up breath cannot catch down breath".....hahhaa old liao la......& we really like gan lu.....i was busy trying 2 keep up & not fall down........ahhahaaa a bit nite-blind la....shld eat more carrots.......

walking walking wallking......sounds o e 15 pple chatting.....sound o nature.....i was concentrating on not falling....concentrating on sam's jokes (lame it may b smetimes....).....trying 2 pic him & ultra.....trying 2 b happy......trying 2 let time pass.....

i juz 1 e time 2 pass.......but i dun 1 e sun 2 raise juz yet......trying 2 hold on 2 e darkness....

my comment on torchic's blog.....
"i didn't 1 2 talk actually...i juz 1ed 2 waste away e time....2am....it was really early....i didn't 1 2 talk much....we were talking abt everything else except wat was bothering me...i was glad 4 it actually....was glad tt sam was there cos else i wld b crying....tt's y 1 jio bryan 4 movie actually...cos i know then i wldn't need 2 tell him my problems....& juz let time pass wif sme1 by my side.....i didn't 1 2 cry in front o u gals cos i dun 1 u gals 2 b sad...."

i know u gals wld tink it's alrite 4 me 2 cry......but i dun 1 2 cry......it's juz sad smehow...i juz felt sad....tt's all....it'll b ok soon......i dun 1 u gals 2 've 2 know all these sadness....cos i dunno how 2 verbalise it anyway.....i juz 1ed 2 walk & walk....walk.....it didn't matter tt my feet was not tt glad o e trip....i 1ed 2 walk smemore when i reach my park.....but i knew it was an irresponsible thing 2 do......i 1ed 2 walk 2 lakeside.....walk rd e canal.....walk bk again.....but it wasn't safe.....i 1ed 2 walk alone.....no....actually i 1ed sme1 2 walk by my side....any1 wld do actually....any1 wld do.....but again, it was really irresponsible o me if i asked......

i 1ed 2 sit there perhaps......i'm juz so afraid o gg bk smehow.....i'm juz so afraid o waking up......i juz 1 e time 2 stop.....stop at e summit.....i felt like crying then actually, when suddenly sam went ouch..."ant bite my ear...." hahhaaaa....his unintentional moments made tis trip memorable......thk u da shi xiong/shi fu/sam/william.......& 2 u gals......

e beautiful sky...e stars.....e chong ming sound.....e cool breeze.....e darkness....e tiredness.........

5 comments:

Unknown said...

白馬﹐

雖然大家的問題與煩惱不一樣﹐可是我應該了解你現在的心情。。。 心中的苦于痛。。。真的不曉得如何說。。 那陣子我也很感謝你們﹐ 沒有多問。。。

你知道的﹐你隨時都可以念咒語。。。只要有需要﹐哪怕是妖魔鬼怪﹐我們西遊記全體﹐馬上"休"一聲出現。。。

不說話也沒問題。。。 老豬給你抱抱也OK。。。

We are on standby...隨時準備出發﹐拯救你需要愛與溫暖的心。。。

全世界的醜陋也抵擋不了又可愛﹐又美麗﹐又善良﹐又聰明﹐又善解人意﹐又美麗動人﹐ 又真實的我們。。。

勇敢的向前沖吧~

bionic said...

i dunno...perhaps cos i knew each o us have our own problems tt's y i dun 1 2 blog u gals down...i know tt i can count on u gals....but i dun 1 2 trouble u....i dunno la....juz dunno....

Mao Tou Ying said...

别这么说,我们都互相需要。需要我们尽管开口,一点都不麻烦。真的。
Ultranee, well said!

Unknown said...

maybe the dive trip will make you feel better..... hope we won't get seasick so that we can enjoy...

If you don't feel like talking about it... then don't but if you ever need to....

If you just want to be alone but worry about the 色狼, no problem.... i follow you, 5 steps away.... or maybe hide behind the trees better.... I will wear all black....

Or maybe we can org some outing for your little darlings (niece and nephew) How about marina, kite plying.... or zoo... I really don't mind... make them happy...how about it?

Good fri?

Yollev said...

So I guess Good fri is out cos need to do the packing?

I understand, sometimes I dun wan to say also... cos I dun wan to trouble you gals...

Anyway, if if if if... if you really need to fa fa xie and talk abt it, you know, we always there for you...