my mom sort o found out abt my new rs....she asked my sis 2 ask me if my bf was tt young....i didn't reaffirm....i asked my sis, 3T, who said it...den i found out tt 1 o my sis, J, saw us at west coast & told my mom tt he looked v young, younger den 3T....but i dun really buy tt story....i tink S probably told J, & she told mom....but i dun 1 2 pursue e matter...i juz told J 2 tell mom tt everything is still immature & i dun 1 2 talk abt it....
he told me 2 not get angry wif my sis & 2 talk 2 my mom when i told him tt my mom found out abt him...
i dunno if i'm angry actually...i tink i'm not...juz tt i dunno wat 2 say abt e rs...till now i still have no idea how i feel actually....everytime i go v quiet, he'll ask me wat i'm tinking....if i've anything 2 say 2 him....i know i dun tell him a lot abt my feelings....cos i dunno wat 2 say or how i feel or even wat i tink... seriously i dunno...i dun 1 2 tink...but smehow i still nd 2 tink...
y is it never easy....y is it always so confusing....y do i have 2 tink abt these????do u really 've 2 tink abt things????
i like it tt we do spontaneous things....we had no idea wat 2 do ytd....i 1ed 2 eat mos burger so we went 2 PS...after tt we decided 2 catch a movie but nothing was interesting & e shows were late....so he suggested gg 2 s'pore river 2 walk walk....as we walked 2 e mrt, i remembered fort canning park, where we had e wmd, so i suggested walking there...kind o tough walking cos we juz had dinner....e place was quiet & nice...away fr e hustle & bustle...it's a really nice place except 4 e occasional mosquito.....walk walk walk...i've no idea where 2 go....den we saw e g-max....
i told him b4 tt i 1ed 2 try tt....so he said we shld go try....& we did....i did a whole load o screaming....although it wasn't as fun as skydiving....but i had fun....i didn't 1 e vcd cos i was so ugly but we got tt free & he kept it....
he keeps a lot o stuff...every little thing he keeps....he did ask me 2 keep but i told him i dun 1....i know he's v thoughtful & he treasures little little things...it's not tt i dun 1 2 treasure all these but i really dun 've e space 2 keep all these things...& i juz 1 2 keep e memory inside my small little brain...
it's sweet tt he does little acts 4 me...but i tink i never show him tt i appreciate it...serious, i dun tink i'm tt xi xin....i dun like soft toys, i dun like chocolates, i dun like little momentos....i wld rather keep everything in my heart & mind....he asked me abt my fav color etc...but i never bother 2 ask him....even when he mentions it i tink i probably 4got abt it...
my colics said tt they'll remember every little thing tt their partners say...ok so i'll try 2 make tt effort!!! i'm sorry dear....& i always poke fun at him....& i give him tt duh look everytime he say smething lame or stupid....ok i'm not tt great in my role as a gf....sorry.....
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