almost 1 wk....2 more 2 go i hope....everythings seems 2 b running pretty smoothly over there....i'm wishing wif all my heart tt it goes on....
dunno if i've always been like tt....mayb....juz tt i busied myself so much tt i dun c it....now it's so apparent tt i'm so afraid....y is it like tis??? i'm so scared....i'm so vulnerable....
when everywhere ard u, things continue, but ur time juz stops...so stuck by urself....tt i dunno wat 2 do...i feel so insecure....so much doubt....
it's time 4 me 2 look deeper inside isnt it??? but i chose not 2....i dunno why....i juz hope tt time can bring me along....dun leave me behind....
i cld understd her beta....or rather i cld std in her shoes....it's weird....but i guess every1 goes thro e same things....i'm much luckier....no doubt....she's much stronger....she has pulled thro'....but still loneliness consumes her....
y r we borned alone in e world??? y did we've e other den if we r destined 2 b alone????
there's never forever....i hope it does....there's never certainty....but i hope i will....
telepathy...smetimes it happens...many times it dun...mayb it was juz a coincidence...i dun wish 4 it....i 1ed it....
i hope every1's doing gd....not like me in my tormented mind....i wonder if she's sick...i tink i'm e 1 breaking down....& i dun understd it at all....i try 2 b more sympathetic...but it made my life so much worse....i dun understd y....
there never seem 2 b a reason...or is there a need 4 it? i hope i dun nd it....& i never nd 2....
life is such a tormenting state....but i'm enjoying it nevertheless.....aint we humans such a funny creature??? choosing pain instead of pleasure & peace....mayb tt's wat we always crave....
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