Tuesday, February 07, 2006

breaking down...

Mayb cos i feel v inadequate tt's y so stressed??? mayb tt's y fall sick so easily??? i dunno....there're so many holidays but i dun seem 2 've taken a break at all....i feel so tired so tired....no use complaining but i juz cant help myself....

every wkend had things 2 do...haven really sat down & relax....i'm so tired....& i feel so stressed when i fall sick....there r so many things 2 b done & all e deadlines tt i cant even rest properly when i'm sick....ytd had mc cos o food poisoning...but my whole mind was on wat i haven done...tinking abt how i had messed up my schedule becos o not being able 2 do e things planned....2 studies both seem 2 b running a little late oredi...

i kp telling myself tt i cant let work control me....but....argh....i really really 1 2 rest properly.....but i juz cant take my mind off work....

i cant go on like tis....else i know i'm gg 2 break down anytime....& i cant afford 2 break down....

even planning 4 a break is difficult....argh....

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