Monday, April 17, 2006

dreaming o Death...

Death...
If you dreamed of being dead yourself, it indicates an approaching release from all your worries and/or a recovery from illness. If you spoke with someone who is dead, you could soon hear very good news. To dream of a death often signifies news of a birth. To be aware of a dead person you cannot identify portends an inheritance which may not be personal but could be indirectly beneficial.

Funeral...
A dream of contrary; the meaning is the opposite of what you might think. To see or attend a funeral in your dream signifies cause for a happy celebration, such as news of an engagement or wedding; to dream of attending your own funeral indicates a relief from worry.

Casket...
Sadness (but not grief) may be expected following a dream of a casket containing a body. But if the body was your own, the dream indicates good luck ahead. An empty casket signifies a lost friend, but not necessarily through death.

Cupboard...
A straightforward symbol that means what it says. If your dream cupboard was bare, it predicts lean times in the offing; if it was full or reasonably well-stocked, you can expect your interests to flourish. If your dream involved putting supplies in a cupboard, it signifies recovery of losses through your own efforts.


Insects...
An obstacle dream. If you succeeded in killing them or otherwise getting rid of them, or if they didn't annoy you, it signifies that your difficulties will be easier to overcome than you anticipate.

Worms...
To use them as bait predicts a sudden material gain; otherwise, they signify news of an illness, unless you killed them, in which case the dream is a forecast of successful efforts.

Bugs...
A warning against unfortunate influences around you, unless you succeeded in driving the bugs off or getting rid of them in some way, in which case it signifies imminent money luck.

Lizard...
This reptile in a dream is a warning that you have false friends in your close circle. A dead lizard signifies a successful battle to protect your reputation. Shoes, bags or other items made of lizard skin predict an increase in income.

Toilet...
To dream of going to the toilet yourself is a sign of litigation over money or property; if you dreamed of someone else going, you are likely to be surprised by a request for a loan.

http://www.glamour.com/dreamdictionary
失望。。。为什么会变成这样???DB。。。OFF。。。Haizzzz。。。
希望不会因为小小的误会而解散。。。
在我这几年的生命里有了不小的影响。。。不知结果会是怎样。。。

Friday, April 14, 2006

pouring...

oh dear...it's pouring...hope it's not like tt in m'sia...e gals r on a cycling trip...hope they're ok!!!

jia u...yao dao le....

Thursday, April 13, 2006

adventure singapore 2006...


we came in 37 out of 56 novice teams...hahaa...2 tink tt we were e last team when we 1st started!!!

HN:"Dun look bk..." ...i turned...kim turned...oh no....no1 behind us!!! hahhaa...

we did great...we finish each station/discipline very fast...it's juz e route btw each stn tt slowed us down...we walked/cycled btw each stn.....i cldnt run...no strength...kim's ankle still not ok, also cannot run...HN had 2 bear wif both o us loh...cycling was also my weakest...no matter how much i push...e bike juz doesnt seem 2 move...argh...

we had 2 deposit our bike early at 6am at e carpark in beside temasek towers...den we walked all e way 2 e padang where e flag off was...rc...waited waited waited...went 2 e toilet many times...trying 2 YN but 2 no avail....scared half way thro e race nd 2 do big biz...heng never...hahha

e starting was delayed....we started at 925am...jog all e way fr padang 2 e carparkwhere we deposited our bikes...there we had 2 do a balloon sculpture...kim & HN even more scared o balloons den me...hahha...we did it pretty fast...den we had 2 cycle wif tt balloon all e way 2 mt faber....long long way there.....e way up....no way i can cycle up!!! came down 2 push it up...

at e mid-way, deposited bike, den walked all e way up, had 2 shade out all e letters in cap for "adventure singapore 2006" fr e murals.....we took a bit o time on tt...& our balloon got burst fr pple bumping into us...damned...

after tt all e way down....den cycle into sentosa...smewhere near e big carpark, deposited bike den we had 2 do sudoku....kim started 1st, while e rest o us wore our harness cos after tt was e rope skills stn....we did pretty fast....den off 2 ferry terminal 2 do rope ascending & abseiling....we waited >1hr....in e end e organiser said only 2 members nd 2 do e ascending....so kim & HN did it while i carried all their bags 2 e 3rd floor...den fr there abseiled down...quite easy....den we had 2 do e tyrolean traverse...i was e 1st 2 go.....not easy!!! my arms was threatening 2 give up....but i held on... "2 more pulls...come on u r reaching..."...argh....finally i reached!!! =) HN & kim also did pretty fast....

we passed quite a few grps at e rope stn!!! =) we r fast.... i tot my tyrolean traverse was slow, but was actually quite fast...hahhaa....HN:" i haven even got ready, u rc oredi...."...hahahhawhen HN rc, kim was also still getting ready...tt was how fast we were!!! i'm damned proud o our team!!!

den bk 2 our bikes & ride out o sentosa 2 temasek tower carpark....e journey cld not 've been any longer!!! argh...i almost gave up...my butt was oredi hurting!!!

finally rc!!! den we had 2 walk/jog all e way 2 e merlion....there we had 2 jump off, swim & look at 2 pic under e pier.....e current was esp strong near e merlion....but i've learnt how 2 swim wif e life vest on when i went 4 e x-physique....it was easy 4 me....but HN got stuck cos a gal in front o her had cramp & e rescue kayak blked his way.....but he did well!!!

2 qns on e pic & we were on our way bk 2 e padang....we jogged cos it was nearing e finish!!! my legs really like jelly but they weighed a tonne!!! we rc!!! 1 member 2 do e rockclimb....HN went up...he's fast!!! e climbing at krabi really trained him up!!! =)

we finished, 4hr 40mins...=) YES!!!

well done team!!!

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

waiting in off 4 M 2 return...agreed 2 help her wif her thesis analysis...she's still not bk...haizzzz...

last last wkend, 2nd apr, i went 4 my 2nd adventure race...she's bk....mayb i'll continue my blog tmr...

adventure singapore 2006...novice mixed team...we came in 19th out o e 31 teams...=)

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

krabi part 2...

on e 1st nite, we shop shop here & there...looked 4 dive centres which cld take us out 2 kingcruiser wreck....but almost all e centres doing e wreck & super day (i.e. 3dives) on sat...argh....we almost 1ed 2 give up & go rockclimbing on fri den sat go superday....finally!!! we found....ao nag scuba centre....e lady was kind o relaxed...& we werent 2 sure if we shld take...but they were e only centre willing 2 go kingcruiser on fri....& they were much cheaper...so we decided 2 go 4 it.....after making e payments, we made our way 2 make bookings 4 our rockclimbing 4 sat....

wat did i c during e dive on e 2nd day??? i dun rememb!!! hahhaa...must go bk look at logbk & pics...hahaha...i rememb a v small yellow boxfish!!! so cute!!!octopus...sea snake...

after e 2 dives at phi phi island, we were bk 2 ao nang....pouring like mad when we rc...all soaked!!! free transport bk 2 our hotel....hot shower!!!so nice!!! btw, tt stupid aircon always cannot work...always 've 2 get e technician 2 fix!!! c how lousy e hotel is!!!!

woke up 6+ on fri....raining...damned....when we rc e ao nang scuab centre, we met robert, e divemaster 4 e day...he told us tt there was a storm, & it was not possible 2 go 2 kingcruiser wreck cos it was in e open wif no shelter....e diveboat wld not b able 2 anchor & it was potentially dangerous....e only other option is 2 go phi phi (other sites den e 1s we went previous day)...we discussed...since we wldnt b able 2 rockclimb if we swop e date, decided 2 juz go phi phi again...

tis 2nd day o diving was not bad!!! we went wif tis grp o volunteers (i tink mostly students) who is involved in e reef conservation in krabi...there were < 15 divers altogether...& they were quite a funny grp...& they were more relaxed....e volunteers dived on their own, whereas me & HN dived wif 2 divemasters!!!

saw quite a lot o things.....ghost pipefish....shrimps...devil scorpionfish...many diff nudibranches...& tonnes & tonnes o small fishes who r not afraid o swimming pass u!!!! & also a lot o diff puffers...& sme r really big!!! stingrays....cuttlefish...& e softcorals were really colorful!!! & i tink we saw at least 10 lionfish!!!!

we got a refund cos we only went 4 2 dives...so we had sme extra cash...hahhaa...as always, we had hot shower which was really nice after a whole day o soaking in cold seawater!!!

we went into krabi town via cab...which was really x!!! 800baht return...but e driver took us 2 a v v v v nice thai restaurant!!! initially we tot we were in sme weird eatery!!! cos there were fried red ants, insects etc in e menu!!! hahahah...den we ordered a local veg wif shrimp...when it came, it was like a plate o leaves!!! hahhaha....but it tasted really really gd!!!& tt tom yam soup was so gd!!!ahhahaha...only e prawns & papaya salad were 2 spicy!!! but they were v gd also!!!

sadly there was nth in krabi town!!!! so disappting...but we brought fruits which were v nice!! & i finally got my watermelon ice-cream!!!

on sat, again we woke up early!!!7+....had breakfast den waited 4 e pickup 2 go rockclimbing at railey...e guide, toby, wasnt 2 friendly...but e cllimbing was gd!!! 1st time i did my outdoor climbing even though i've been climbing in gym 4 more den 1 yr (almost 2 or 3??)....i was kind o scared!!! cos it was quite high!!! hahhaa....but it was definitely a lot o fun!!!!

we had a break 4 lunch, food wasnt v gd...& there was lotsa flies!!! & i mean a lot!!!!scary!!!

den we had more climbs!!! is time it was even higher!!! approximately 30m...hahahha really really high!!! tt i was really scared when i was up there!!! but i was really happy abt e climb cos i took ard 15mins 2 scale it, i saw many others take at least 30mins 2 do e same route!!! =)

it started 2 drizzle ard 4+, i had done ard 4 climbs 4 e afternoon...so was kind o tired & arms all pumped up...so decided 2 end e day...we didnt know tt we needed 2 wait 4 others 2 return 2gather...so we waited 4 almost 2hrs!!! damned...

again we were drenched but we saw rainbow on e way bk 2 ao nang via longtail boat...=)

hot shower & we were out 4 dinner...had quite a nice italian food...den we walked ard...digesting food so tt we cld go 4 foot massage....e massage wasnt spectacular but was ok....was a bit hungry after e massage...we 1ed 2 buy e local pancake...but it was late & e stall we 1ed 2 go was closed!!! so we walked further.....& heng, we found 1!!!! we had pancake wif tuna & onions, it was really really gd!!!

when we got bk 2 hotel, we asked e frontdesk if they cld pack breakfast 4 us since we r checking out early e nx day, they said e kitchen was oredi closed soo cldnt...but they never tell us tt we nd 2 tell them so early!!! damned....anyway we had fruits which we cld eat....

e most exciting thing was tt we were e 1st flight 2 land at e new budget terminal!!! there was lion dance when we landed!!! hhaha...& a lot o cameras...& goodies bags!!! & interviews.....hahahah.....tt 's e end o our krabi trip....

Monday, April 03, 2006

krabi 22-26 Mar 2006

it's more den 1 wk since i came bk fr krabi...e pics uploaded halfway...

krabi wasnt as beautiful as i imagined it 2 b...a bit disappointing...mayb cos o all e pics tt i saw on e web...made me looked fwd so much...but in e end e beaches wasnt as nice loh...so dun rise ur hopes 2 high..mayb u'll appreciate it more!!!

i stayed on ao nang...it's 2 commercialised...but we chose it cos tt was where there was e most dive centres & where it was most convenient 2 go diving loh...

e flight there was fast! 1hr 30mins fr changi airport 2 krabi airport!! i hardly caught any slp b4 we rc!!!

den another 30mins o cab ride 2 ao nang...our hotel sucks...it's call best wester ban ao nang resort...sucks totally....e bed was not comfortable...e pillows were even worse!!! & e bedsheets felt used...argh...& it wasnt exactly wat i call cheap loh...breakfast was normal...e worst was tt there were ants!!! a lot!!!! & they crawled into HN's bag when we checked out...we had a "fun" time smacking ants on e taxi ride 2 e airport!!!!!! so pls pls pls....dun ever chk into tt hotel if u happen 2 go 2 krabi!!!!

e 1st day, we had a little tour o ao nang, & looked 4 dive centers (we didnt book online cos we cldnt decide which 2 choose, we 1ed 2 take a look & chat wif e dive centers b4 we pay...)...we booked a 2 dives trip wif ao nang divers....5-star padi....seem really professional...& recommended in many sites...so we decided 2 go 4 sth safe....

2nd day, got up really early...6+...had breakfast...waited 4 e diving pick-up...our 1st krabi dive....scary...e boat was huge!!! really posh!!! but there were so many pple loh...really 5 star loh...e dive master also geared up everythign 4 u...but i dun tink tt's gd la cos it beta 2 do e gearing up urself safer...

it's kind o stressful....cos so many divers...a lot o them taking courses...& all ang mo...like v pro like tt...but i dun tink ang mo divers v gd la!!! i prefer asian divers smehow...anyway, they like on mission like tt...gear up so fast...den du du du...all jumped in...like in army or wat...so v stressful loh...den i always not confident mah....

saw a lot o little little things...& a lot o puffers...(nd 2 finish up sme work)

2 b continued....

drowning in e sea o info searching...

it's been quite sme time since i've blogged...been busy....not working....;p busy wif surfing net 4 info on holidays...initially was 4 e krabi trip....now e perhentian trip....but still haven finalized...;p

smetimes i really regret having "planned" my life so haphazardly....i do things on impulse...even though i enjoy e things but i know i shld 've done a beta job planning....instead o getting all tired & stressed out...

v busy wif so many things...& no time 2 tink or even rest...

Jan said she's inert...2 passive 2 do anything....me??? i'm trying 2 find as many things 2 occupy my life as possible tt i can hardly breathe...

i dun 've e time 2 really enjoy all e things i've planned....

there's juz so many things which i nd 2 tie up e ends....but i haven had e time 2 do it cos another thing had come up...

argh...

i've been slacking 2 much at work...no excuses...but i get really fed-up...having 2 wait 4 pple 2 respond...but they never do...den i make a decision...worrying all e time abt whether i cld 've done beta or whether i shld wait 4 their reply....i hate it...i know they r really busy...but since they've got involved in e work, shldnt they at least respond...a yes or no is beta den not replying at all!!! i hate it...& i juz dun wish 2 do anything...& i know i'm dangerously close 2 my deadline...but wat e hack...

i know i haven spent much time at home...i feel bad...but...there r so much more things which i 1 2 do...i dunno if i'm selfish...i tink so la...but really loh, if i dun do them now who knows if i'll ever 've e chance 2 do it another time....

i'm sorry mom & dad...i know i'm quite a disappointmt...