drowning in e sea o info searching...

it's been quite sme time since i've blogged...been busy....not working....;p busy wif surfing net 4 info on holidays...initially was 4 e krabi trip....now e perhentian trip....but still haven finalized...;p

smetimes i really regret having "planned" my life so haphazardly....i do things on impulse...even though i enjoy e things but i know i shld 've done a beta job planning....instead o getting all tired & stressed out...

v busy wif so many things...& no time 2 tink or even rest...

Jan said she's inert...2 passive 2 do anything....me??? i'm trying 2 find as many things 2 occupy my life as possible tt i can hardly breathe...

i dun 've e time 2 really enjoy all e things i've planned....

there's juz so many things which i nd 2 tie up e ends....but i haven had e time 2 do it cos another thing had come up...

argh...

i've been slacking 2 much at work...no excuses...but i get really fed-up...having 2 wait 4 pple 2 respond...but they never do...den i make a decision...worrying all e time abt whether i cld 've done beta or whether i shld wait 4 their reply....i hate it...i know they r really busy...but since they've got involved in e work, shldnt they at least respond...a yes or no is beta den not replying at all!!! i hate it...& i juz dun wish 2 do anything...& i know i'm dangerously close 2 my deadline...but wat e hack...

i know i haven spent much time at home...i feel bad...but...there r so much more things which i 1 2 do...i dunno if i'm selfish...i tink so la...but really loh, if i dun do them now who knows if i'll ever 've e chance 2 do it another time....

i'm sorry mom & dad...i know i'm quite a disappointmt...