many many things happened....

many many things happened during e past few days & i'm not even begining 2 comprehend wat is gg on....

my tkd grading was over....butterflies in e stomach as usu b4 e grading....but in e end all was well....results shld b known in 2 wks time.....

i held his hand 1st cos he was obviously shy 2 do it.....so i held his hand.....i bet he was shocked!!! i didn't know y i held his hand.....juz felt like it i guess.....

we talked abt little little things....but obviously he wasn't warmed up after e movie where i sprung a surprise attack on his hand....but gradually as we shopped ard he started 2 b more relaxed.....

he knew i was nervous abt my grading.....he offered 2 accompany me 2 e stadium e next day....i didn't 1 him 2 watch me do my grading so i tok him not 2....he insisted tt he was gg there 2 return sme stuff 2 a friend who was there 2 do grading 2.....so we made e trip 2gather....sweet o him....

i made him leave e stadium once i reached & he had returned his stuff 2 his friend....but yes he didn't go....i didn't know abt it until much later in e day.....

went 4 my dragonboat trg after my grading....been a long long time since i've last went 4 trg.....still aching now....

when i reached home, i was so tired....but he sms me tt he had smething 2 say 2 me once i reached home....so i smsed him....

his sms read: "i luv u....."

i was really stunned & speechlesss.....i dunno how 2 reply.....it was seriously a little 2 fast ain't it??? when i didn't reply, he smsed me:"so do u have anything 2 say 2 me???"

i was seriously speechless & totally numb....not sure if it's cos i was so stoned after a full day o activity.....

i dun remember e exact msg tt i smsed him....but i told him tt it was sweet & tt i was totally numb.....

after a few smses later, i smsed him:" is it weird tt i feel like seeing u now?".....

cos i seriously 1ed 2 look at him when he said wat he said....

a few other smses later, i was really tired & told him tt i was gg 2 bed....he was oredi on his way 2 my place!!! so i waited 4 him.....

when i met him....e 1st thing he said was:"i dunno y i'm here....but i'm here....".... i sort o melted at tt moment....he was blushing, i'm not sure if it was cos he rushed 2 my place or cos he was shy....it was probably a combination o both.....

e worst part o e mtg was my sis saw us.....& knowing her KP character, every1 in my family know tt i was holding sme guy's hand......i cant say my family's not close, but i've yet 2 make head & tail out o tis whole situation so i didn't 1 2 announce 2 e world tt there's tis cute young boy tt i'm c-ing.....

& i seriously dun tink they wld understd y i wld c sme1 so much younger than me....much younger than my youngest sis even!!!

anyway, i tink i'll start tinking abt it when he comes bk fr m'sia & when he has finished his exams.....4 now....i know tt i like him.....tt's abt wat i can say.....