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didn't get 2 c e stars.....didn't get 2 c e sunrise.....but i was happy, contented, & a really serene peace enveloped my heart when we left 2 have lunch......smehow i tink i started 2005 wif smething really gd!!!! i started 2005 wif peace in my heart.....even though i shed my 1st tears, i felt really gd.....my eyes stung when i cried.....i didn't know y i cried in e 1st place.....then i cried cos e others were crying......

i dunno y we have such camaraderie.....e 4 o us....smehow we seem 2 have endless 2 talk abt.....smehow i can speak fr my heart wif u......e 4 o us......so different......i dunno how 2 describe e 4 o us......we can b so lame at times yet speak wif so much truth & enlightenment.....i tink we have mo qi......take e WLD game.......no matter how ugly e drawings r, we seem 2 know wat 1 another is drawing.......

i'm glad tt i've such a friendship......i doubt any1 in e world cld b as fortunate as me......

i've grown up a lot......talking 2 u......i tink i grew up.......

i seriously hope tt we can have another overnite chat.......everytime we talk i grow up......i become more aware o myself......

torchic---e 3 pple i mention in ur letter, i tink e 1 i took advantage o, i tink i may not 1 2 treat as a friend only.....i was a little sad & worried 4 him when i know where he went.....he's a gd person....is it compassion or smething more? i dunno.......

ultra---who did u get 2 know more???? us???? or sme1 significant?????

owl---i'm glad tt u took e step......i dunno if i'm in any position 2 tell u abt love......but u can count on me 2 lend u my shoulders......

P.S. shld we pop down 2 bintan 1 o these days???? i 1 2 c e stars........e shooting stars......