smetimes i dun understd myself.....y i did things i've done.....y i feel e way i m......i'm so tired 2day....i tink i feel a fever coming up......i shldn't have binge on e Mcdonalds......i shldn't have stuff myself wif food 2 feel beta.....i dun feel any beta after all e food.....tmr's gid.....if i'm a bitch or if i'm not responsive pls 4give me......i'm really not in e mood....

i'm supposed 2 not take it personally but i did.....y can't he c my pt???? y r e others not replying???? i feel so shit.....made me doubt myself.......i tink i juz got off e wrong side o my bed.....i'm juz dwelling 2 much.......haizzzz.....sore throat....shoot......i hate it man......

how shld i make my next move?????is there smething wrong wif my research style????