i was supposed 2 b so happy tis morning.....had a wonderful weekend.....

but.......

e 1st email i read tis morning.....made me feel so sad.....so angry....so disappointed......i worked so hard.....i admit i shld have cleared my doubts rite fr e beginning but how was i supposed 2 know wat i was supposed 2 know???? i wldn't know wat 2 ask until i've read/researched......

so upset......

his email sounded like i shld have done my research properly......tt i didn't put in effort 2 do my work properly.....he asked if i received his latest email.....regarding mtg on sats....he make me sound so stupid.....so unorganised abt e schedules....i didn't 1 2 b impolite so i wrote in my email tt 1 o e RAs didn't 1 2 have it on weekends...can't he read between e lines??? i'm trying my hardest 2 b polite......

y m i so upset????

haizzzzz.....

tis is e shittest day ever since i started work at scs.....

feel so sad........juz 1 email & i feel so bad......mayb it's juz tt i'm tired....didn't sleep 2 well last nite.....mayb juz tt i'm not feeling 2 well....been staying up late, staying in e sun 2 much & not eating properly......