went 2 juan's church.....actually i went cos i was pretty curious abt wat they actually do in churches....another thing was i was pretty interested in knowing more abt wat e bible says......
as i was at e svc.....i keep wondering y pple do wat they do in churches...have they really accepted christ as their savior as they so say......wat does it mean by tt??i still can't figure it out.....i dun know...i've always have an adversion towards churches & e christian/catholic faith....i dun mean any offense but i always feel kind o uncomfortable.....they always seem a little 2 friendly.....y dun i seen such friendlyness outside???? y dun i c more compassion????
i seriously need pple 2 enlighten me on tis.....y must we accept christ before we can b saved???? is god such a petty little being???mayb it's cos i've never really took e effort 2 know more abt tis religion, tt i know so little & have such prejudiced views......
god created all o us.....n i assume he created everything including e gd & e bad.....there was once when tis gal in nus fr e christian mission or something, came up 2 me 2 do a survey. she was talking abt e christian faith & invited me 2 share wif her wat i tot o it & whether i believe in god......i believe in god, yes i do & i tink he/she is all mighty & he/she has everything planned. i believe tt everythng happens 4 a purpose. so e gd or e bad happens cos god put them there. so there r rape cases, robbery, war....etc gg ard....r these e works o devil? no i dun tink so cos i believe devil was also created by god & put amongst everything else he created 4 a reason.....
there was once when a bunch o my closest friends where discussing abt religion...there was only 1 christian friend among us then. we bombarded her wif a lot o qns & i guess we were pretty much mean 2 her....however, mayb it was e lack o knowledge tt she cldn't answer our qns (or we were juz plain mean anywayz)....she said tt all e other gods tt e other religions have r juz e manipulation by e devil & there is only 1 true god.....& tt was e 1 they worship in e christian faith.....i was totally offended then! i believe tt my idea o god is not some1 who is so petty & so weak as 2 b manipulated/puppeted by devil! i believe god created devil 2, & i believe tt e different gods tt pple worship r juz e different sides o e same god.....juz as all e pple tt god created r different, god has 2 appear in different forms 2 get pple 2 b wat they r meant 2 b......4 eg, if god was 2 appear, as e jesus tt is personifed in movies, to an indian who has never seen some1 who is o a different race/color, wldn't he b scared out o his wits???
actually i've tot abt quite a bit while i was in e showers but now i'mseriously very stoned & my brain is becoming a numb again.....i dun remember wati 1ed 2 write & i seriously need 2 sleep!
ok, i remember wat i was tinking juz now in e showers....i accidentally clicked on something when i was surfing on e web at work ytd, & out popped my horoscope forecast 4 ytd....it said something along e line tt i was gg 2 b on a new & strange journey & tt i shld embrace wat i'll b gg thro'......so i was tinking abt tis forecast & e svc i attended.....i was trying 2 get in touch wif e spiritual side which i had neglected 4 very long.....& i'm writing now so tt i can verbalize my tots....was e forecast talking abt e svc???? was tis e new & strange grd tt i was stepping into? was my inner self trying 2 wake myself up????shoot....my brain is so numb tt i dun really know wat i'm typing actually......
another tot on my mind.....if i were 2 die tis very min, wat wld b e last thing on my min??? wld any1 wept 4 me???? have i done anything tt i regretted????? i've no ans 2 all 3 qns until e moment i die.....nothing is definite in tis world, but 1 thing is positive unless until tis very moment in time, every1 wld eventually die.....y r pple so afraid o e very thing tt u know will happen? mayb it's cos o e unpredictablity o death, u never know when it wld come but u know it'll definitely come....again i dun know wat i'm blabbling abt........
anywayz, my ending words b4 i put my numb brain on e pillow is tt i hope i'll eventually know y my brain keeps gg numb...(no juz joking....) actually dun know wat i'm gg2 write next anyway.....inconherent stuff again...random tots.....concussed brain.....
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as much as i wanted to answer everything regarding your about religion, i'll just focus on one thing which is really important... why do we need to accept Jesus in our lives and acknowledge that He is God so we could be save.
Well, in book of Romans in the Bible it was said that, "for all have sinned and fall short for the glory of GOd." which says that we are all sinners. It is also said in the Bible that the "wages of sin is death".
and in the book of John, it is written, "for God so love the world that He gave His only begotten son that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have an eternal life" which explains that, if we believe in our hearts and ackowledge that He is God and accept him as our Lord and Savior, therefore we will have an eternal life in heaven and will be save from death as the wages for our sins. Jesus died in the cross to save us. intead of us dying for our sins, he took the cross for us instead and paid for our sins just so he could save us from eternal death in hell.
i hope i had helped at least in a lil way i can. i dont mean to sound to preachy here just want to share what i know and how accepting Jesus as my savior changed my life. actually there is still a lot to share but space isnt enough and of course i dont want to bore you too much of a very long comment. i'll try to make an entry about this one time and i'll be glad to share it to you.
talk to HIM tonight, He's waiting. God bless!
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