waiting....

at home....waiting 4 my sis......i dunno wat happened.....i dun 1 2 take sides.....they never said anything until last thu.....

mayb i never really bothered abt knowing anything.....i was kind o disturbed when i asked my nephew if he heard them quarreling b4.....apparently they have.....many times i wld say.....he was innocently saying he was playing.....jen said tt a child b4 5 is not suitable 4 couseling cos e behavior they display is a demonstration o e parents' behaviors.....my nephew is a real terror at home....i'm really at my wits' end when i deal wif him....he's such a mischief.......

i dunno wat 2 say....i dunno how 2 do things.....my mom spoke 2 my sis last nite.....i had 1ed 2 talked 2 her ytd, but she was so calm tt i didn't know how 2 approach e matter.....my mom brought up e issue.....i dunno wat 2 say.....i juz felt like crying.....she was crying.....my mom did say some really strong pts but it was probably 2 edged.....i didn't know how 2 intervene......i tot my mom was wrong in sme....i didn't know wat 2 say.....conflicts inside......

my bro-in-law called & told me a lot o things....i dunno if they r e truth or not......it let me c things in a much more different light......i hope my sis was really ok......but seem like not e case.....i've convinced him 2 go 4 counseling.....i've 2 talked 2 my sis 2 ask her 2 go 4 counseling 2....

my colic called....gave me sme advise......tt i shld let them know tt e ultimate issue shld b 4 both o them 2 sort out.....i shldn't b burden wif it.....i know....i shldn't b siding any1 but must make sure tt when i talk 2 my sis, 've 2 know tt i care & tt i'm taking her side.....i know.....

i 1 2 take my niece 2 class.....i 1 2 have a chance 2 talk 2 her.....i tink i can find out more things fr her...(btw, she's far 2 young 2 appreciate ur play......break a leg.....)....

i dunno if he strayed or not.....he said there was no physical thing gg on.....

man's biology is built such tt they wld try 2 propagate themselves....tt's y they can never stick 2 1 mate....plus man r living longer than they used 2 so sticking 2 1 mate is all e more impossible.....my mom said tt as a wife u shld open 1 eye close 1 eye.....juz know it in ur heart & dun bother abt so much things......i doubt i can do tt.....i dun tink woman shld do tt......

i've no idea wat 2 say......how.......ok juz tell her tt i told him not 2 come bk......tell her tt i 1 her 2 go 4 couseling.....tell her tt things r not as bad as it seem.....tt i tink it's best tt things b trashed out.....tt i tink they wld start arguing if they do it thmeselves....tt i tink professional help wld b best.....tt she shld not do anything now.....juz let me arrange e appt.....i'll bring them down 4 e counseling......i hope i can do it......ask her not 2 keep things 2 herself......tell her tt no matter wat we r behind her.....tell her tt she dun have 2 face e thing alone......tell her 2 tell us anything.....